I woke up this morning , I knew who I was gonna pick . I know how I feel and the thoughts of not feeling that way scares me so I have to pick Shane .
But I have to wait , tonight is the play and Derek been working so hard so I don't want to make him be like off his game I will tell him , afterwords .
I will tell Shane afterwords to . I just don't want to take any chances of it getting back to Derek .
It will be hard to break up with him , but it will have to be done . I like Derek but no where near how I like Shane .
I walk out of my room and Shane is walking out at the same time .
" Good morning you look beautiful like always"
He tells me and looks me up and down.
" Thanks " I giggle
We walk down to the kitchen .
We are laughing at nothing and looking at each other , I don't know if this would count as flirting but is it definitely something.
Jesica is eating a waffle .
I think for a second how will she take it , me and Shane being together.
I love Jessica and I don't want to hurt her. But I never felt how I feel about Shane and I can't let that slip threw my fingers .
I know he may break my heart he is so capable of doing that . And whatever this is it might not last long. But I just have to try .
I am eating and so is Shane . We look at each other and laugh.
" What are y'all laughing at " Jessica demands to know
"Ooh Something Brayden told me and he told her too but it just a funny Brayden secret" Shane lies
" Whatever I am going to get my stuff" she announces
She goes to her room .
" Sorry it was the 1 st thing I thought of I don't know why I said that" he says
" It is ok " I brush it off
I think for a second he don't want her to know about us and that could be true .
It could be that he don't want Jesica to know about us because it will be drama , or it could be he don't want no one to know about us .
If he don't want people to know about us then this probably won't last long but I still have to see where it leads .
The school day is long .
At lunch I am reminded that I won't be eating with Derek no more , I feel sad about it .
But I still want to try with Shane .
The opening night is crowded . I make my way to the back stage I just want to see Derek maybe I shouldn't since in a few hours I will be breaking up with him but I decide to see him ya
" Hey " I say
He turns around and says " hi "
He has no shirt on .
He rushes to me and hugs me .
" I don't want to be in the way I just wanted to see you and tell you I know you will do great ." I tell him
He smiles .
I do believe he will do good he has been working so hard on it .
I walk back to the auditorium , but I have to walk in the hallway to get to it .
Before I get around the Conner I heard voices , I know it is Shane , he didn't Metion he was coming tonight. I stop and listen
" Gunner are you sure it will only be bites they are not like dangerous " Shane asks
Gunner takes out a piece of paper and shakes it to him .
" ok it says it they are safe " Shane says
" I am not sure he deserves this I mean he is a asshole but this is in front of the whole school and I know the boy been working hard on it " Gunner says
I don't know what In the world they are talking about.
" It is alot to get back at him over the fact he tricked Kendall into kissing him that misleatoe night .But tonight when you know there is people who is here to look and see how he acts , this is us messing with his career " Gunner says
He is doing something to get back at Derek and it is because of me .
I walk out from around the corner and say in a upset voice .
" What exactly are you doing to mess up his career "
Shane looks stunned .
" Gunner leave us alone for a minute " Shane demands
Gunner leaves with the quickness
" Kendall you was not supposed to hear that " he says
" Well I did " I snap
" He is a jerk and I know you don't care but he did trick you into that kiss " he defends his self
" So you do something to hurt his career " I scream
" What exactly are you going to do " I say in a much calmer voice
" We put ants in his shirt" he admits
" So he will be itchy on the stage" I ask
" Yea and he will forget his lines because he is so itchy and he will be jumping around " he tells me
" That is horrible " I scream and start to walk away
" Kendall " he screams and then he pulls me around he is close I can feel his hot breath . And even though I am mad I can feel the want there
I gently push him back
" So am I part of getting back at Derek too " I ask
The thought pops in my head .
"No of course not you know better" he says in a loud voice
" You are messing up his life for no real reason " I shout
" I am sorry I am messing with your f**king boyfriend's life " he yells
" It wouldn't matter who it is it's just not right " I yell back
" But it is ok to plan and trick you into kissing him " he screams
" Don't bring me into this twisted game if you are doing it I am sure it is over something else because that was nothing " I yell
" nothing he planed the whole thing and you are stupid enough to think it is romantic when in fact it is sick " he yells
I shake my head.
" I can't believe I was going to dump him and chose you " I say
His face turns red and he looks like he is about to cry.
" No you wasn't " he say
" I was I wanted to give us a real chance but now we won't get to have a chance " I say and begin to cry
He looks like he is about to cry but he don't .
" You were never gonna leave him for me .You shouldn't even care about that f**king idiot " he screams
" Well now you will never know ." I say and run off
So I was gonna leave my boyfriend for some one who does stuff like that .
I am so stupid and I think I might have been a way to get back at Derek to . He already admitted he has done stuff like that sleeping with girls to get back at their boyfriends so maybe this is what all this is about .
I walk into the play . I see a very stressed out Derek hoping across the floor screaming and scratching.
I feel so bad for him.
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Living with the trouble maker
RomanceKendall Meddler moves in with ,her mothers old Collage friend The Pitts who has a son and the closer she gets to Shane Pitts the hard everything gets .
