Living with the trouble maker

Chaptet 90 ( Shane ) Hardly Partying

I am now standing against the wall . Kendall got away from me . She just stormed off .
She did talk to me first but it was like she expected me to talk to her after she is the one that broke my heart . I just don't get the girl .
I don't understand she was in front me talking to me and yes I could tell she was drunk . But she wants me I can see that . Yet we can't be together.
I feel she had to be scared . I know I am a lot I have a past but with her I am different she is all I want I think I have made that very clear .

       " Hey" these 2 girls walk up to me one try's to hand me a  drink

I shake my head " I am good but thank you " I tell them
I just don't feel like drinking tonight.

They are both pretty girls but they are not like Kendall.

They don't have her long brown hair ,even though their both is dark it ain't like hers .
They don't have her pouty lips I don't think no one one does .

They are thin , but they are not like her skinny with curves she  just have it in all the right places .

I don't even look at them .
So finally they walk off .

All night girls have been comping up to me and basically surrounding me .
I just don't want another meaningless hook up

But I know I can't have her . And if she will never get back with me then what will I do . Will I eventually get back to my old self and just sleep with whoever .

I hate to say I do know now love is real but people should just screw who they want because the odds of love working out is very slim.

         " Hey handsome " I look up to find Hattie

         " Hi Hattie" I say

        " you having fun " she asks

Well I am standing up against a wall alone with no drink just staring out at everyone having fun with a sad look on my face but yea I am having a blast.
I think to myself .

But instead of saying that what I really feel I say

             " not really"
She smiles and puts her hand on my chest and says
              " well we can go have some fun "

This girl is definitely after me but I don't want to be with her .

       " I will see you around Hattie " I tell her and walk on
I leave her with a disappointed look on her face

I walk into the living room and I consider calling my self a Uber and just going home ,
But then my sister calls me over

Her and Bo is wrapped up together, I don't like seeing them like this but I know if I was with Kendall that is how I would be too so I get it .

        " What is going on " I ask them

        " So I was thinking me and Bo want to go to hot springs Arkansas " Jesica tells me

          " yes it will just be over night " Bo chimes in

             " Please cover for me I mean mom and dad is not home and the servants must be on permanent leave except for Xander so basically all you would I have to do is not say it to them " she begs

I really don't want my sister going out of town with a boy which I am already pretty sure they are sleeping together. And I have known Bo my whole life we was in little league together. I know he is a good guy he did seem to be some what of a player but I can tell how he feels for my sister . And I have not forgot about whatever that was with Susan but I also can see he loves Jesica and he is so happy . And I know they will enjoy their selves . I would love to be in Hot Springs with Kendall.