Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 23 ( Kendall){Kissed me so good }

My heart is beating so fast . I am so nervous that I feel I might pass out . But I want to see Shane if I am being honest I want to be near Shane I want to kiss Shane . So I will just see what happens.
I am still going over what Austin told me . I should be more hurt than I am . It is not bothering me that he had been sleeping with some other girl . It is bothering me that I was in a relationship and I was not happy , I feel like I am have been missing out . And I don't want to miss out any longer . So that is why I am here right where Shane said he would be .

         He opens the door with a surprise look on his handsome face .
           " Hey Kendall come on in" he tells me
     " Thanks " I say as I walk pass him with nerves running away with me .

He closes the door .

        " Where is Samantha " I ask because I don't want her around when I hope what happens happens

        " huh" he says like he forgot

                " oh I sent her home with Gunner he will make sure she will get home safe ,that chick was out of it " he tells me

       " yea well  she is not over you so that is why she is acting out " I tell him

He walks closer to me and stares at me ,
          " It don't matter I am over her actually I don't know if I was ever into her ." He says

        " But you dated her for a while " I say

        " Now I know you are well aware that us boys don't care we will make out with anyone , not like you girls "
      He tells me

I know he is right .
On one hand it is good because I know if I put myself out there he won't say no and we will make out which is  what I want to do .

But it does hurt to know he may never have real feelings for me .
But I do want to try this .

       " You want a beer " he asks as he gets one for his self  out of the cooler

            " No I am not drinking tonight" I tell him

He gives me a look , like why but he don't ask .

He pops the top of his beer it makes a loud noise and I jump .

              " Are you ok " he asks and laughs

       " yea just jumpy" I admit

He walks closer to me .

              " Do you realize that Austin is not over you " he asks

                  " I don't want to talk about Austin" I say firmly

             "What do you want to do " he says and gets closer to me
His eyes look full of want but it could be my imagination. I know my eyes are full of want because I want him so much .

               " I want to Umm to be shown what I been missing this whole time ." I say to him

His eyes go wide , his eyebrows go up .
He just looks but he seems to be in shock .

    I move in closer and I can't get much closer to him .
I wrap my arms around his neck and I press my lips on his . His hands go around my waist and pulls me closer which I didn't think I could get any closer.
I hear something fall and I feel something wet on my leg , I guess it was his beer.
His mouth opens and mine does too his tongue invades my mouth he moves with ease yet speed . I let my tongue explore his mouth . I can taste the beer it is mixed with mint and it is the most incredible taste. I try to copy his movements. His tongue feels divine as it swirls around and I hope mine feels as good to him as his dose to me . I can't help myself I put my hands up his shirt and feel his amazing abs . They are perfect and I love them .
His hand are rubbing down my waist .
I have to admit I Love his hands on me .
He walks backwards but he is dragging me with him , our kiss never breaks . He then some how he maneuvers me where I am on the bed and he is on top of me . I try not to let my mind go to he does this a lot that how he knows how to get me here without me realizing. That is why he is so good at it .
He is on top of me but he is not hurting me , I just feel a little pressure and then I can feel his member threw his pants it is against me . So I guess that means he is turned on , thoughts of it is driving me wild causing me to kiss faster and I grab on to his arms he has muscles and I love how they feel. It is so hot I feel as though we are in a shunna  but it is ok , I don't want to stop it feels like we may never stop and that is fine by me .
He moves more into me causeing me to feel his area even more . This is something that I never felt before it is a whole other kind of feeling.
His hand goes up my shirt stopping right at before he gets to my breast .