Chaptet 18 ( Kendall ) ( Reasons for the info )

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I just stare at him . I don't want to answer him . Because I don't know if that would cause a fight with Shane and Derek.
But I do want to find out if all the things that Derek told me about Shane is true .

       " Well I am waiting " he finally says and I can tell his patience is wearing thin .

          " I don't see where that matters " I say

          " Fine then tell me about the things they told you " he demands

" it is just that um um " I say I don't know why but I am little bit scared to say but I know I have to .

" just spit it out " he demands
He can be rude but I still think he is a good boy at heart.

             " That you cheat on tests and stuff" I blurt

      " Yep that is true and I have helped others do that too ." He admits

         " They also told me you treat girls bad like cheat and sleep with them only to get back with their boyfriends " I say

He breathes out and shakes  his head .

           " That is true , and I am pretty sure you know it . I am not boyfriend material . Samantha just wouldn't let me go until you know when I
broke up with her , and if a girl wants to sleep with me Wether she has a boyfriend or not I will sleep with them . I have went after a few girls just because I was getting back at their boyfriends " he tells me

I don't see how he can't see this is wrong .

       " So now you never want to be around me again because of all this stuff Sweetheart "he asks

             "No that is not true , I am sure on some level you thought that you had a right to do that stuff" I say

He gives me a strange look .
But he looks so handsome .

  I kick my foot a little too high in the pool and it splashed him .

He rubs. Where  the water lands.

He takes a drink of his beer than I take a drink of mine .
           He looks nervous like he is trying to get his courage up or something. He is looking straight in front of us then he asks me .

         " So does that mean you do want to be around me  ?"
Then he looks at me .
And it is like he is searching my eyes for the answer .

            " It not that I want to or I don't want to . I could go either way , it don't bother me to be around you " I mumble

He laughs .
       " But you know you don't want to make out with me " He questions
If he only knew how bad I want to kiss him .
I can't I know I would like it but the consensus of hooking up with a bad boy and living with that boy I could get very hurt .
      " Iii" I stutter

        " It could be a learning experience I know you have not kissed a lot " he tells me

          " You know what I was thinking about the other day ?" He says with a sweet smile

          " what " I ask and take a drink

       " When we was at San watts and I snuck out to meet that girl . And you followed me out and your parents didn't know where we was . I got in so much trouble ." He tells me

       " yes that was bad I had no ideal you was meeting a girl if I had I would not had followed you because you know you deserved to get a little make out session " I tell him

       " Your face when you seen what I was up to " he says and he laughs

         " I was not expecting it , I thought we could have went to beach and hang out or done one of our games we use to play " I say and smile at the memory

       " You ever talk to that girl " I ask

       " What no " he yells

       " I don't even remember her name " he claims

        " really I mean she meant enough for you to sneak out " I point out

        " She meant nothing to me , I just wanted like you said to make out , " he admits

      " That was our last family vacation together " I state

        " And that was the last night " he states

There is a sadness in his eyes , but I don't know what it means .

             " See I was even bad then" he tells me

     " It was a mistake but I can't say you were bad , before that you was a very good boy always listing to your parents even when they made us hang with Jessica ." I say

             " Yes well I changed along the way " he says
And there is anger behind them words .

Again I have no ideal what .

    He takes a drink of his beer .
        " So what else did Derek tell you ." He asks

       " Just about the hole you made in The girls locker room" I say

         " So it was Derek " he screams

     He tricked me .
I can't believe I fell for it .

          " It was but please don't fight him " I beg

       " Fight him , what are you scared that Goggling eyes will get hurt " he yells

      " No I don't want you to get in trouble and really that fact that it would be my fault would be hard to take ." I say

He looks at me then looks away quick .

Then he looks back at me and says

          " you know I have not peaked at that thing in years , I don't need to "

        " Well I hear some boys do and it is disgusting and it should be fixed I think I am going to complain don't worry your name will be left out of it " I tell him

         " Thank you for that " he stutters

     " The other thing he told me is that you and him stole a teacher's  car and you crashed into his pool " I say

He laughs .

           "It is  not funny " I say and playfully hit is arm

      "That happened the teacher had a pick on me on both of us really and so we went there and we was only gonna I don't know tp his yard but the stupid idiot left his keys in the car and I seen it .
So I stole it and then I did crash it into the pool " he tells me

       " But you got away and he got expelled." I scream

       " He took the heat because the teacher was his uncle
And he got into no kind of trouble he didn't get expelled" he says

Even though it don't make sense I still
Don't think he is bad .

My phone rings it is my mother .

         " I am gonna go to my room and take it , please don't peak at me like you did to so many other girls ." I joke

        " Hey sweetheart there may come a day when you want me to look at you in the shower or even join you in the shower " he teases

I blush at the very thought and walk toward the house . I turn to look at him and I see him laughing and smiling but he don't know I see him . I smile to myself and go to my room for the night .i feel like I will dream of blue eyes and a slow accent .

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