I can't believe how much of a jerk he is .
He made me and Jessica ride to the party with him in a Uber . I started to put up a fight , but Jessica was like it ain't worth fighting and I guess she is right .
Maybe I shouldn't care .
But I am just mad at him .
At this party whatever room I am in then I see him .
So now he is like my stalker
I look across the room at my unbelievable good looking stalker .
He is standing by the wall and he almost blends in it his shirt is the same color brown as the wall . The only reasons he don't blend in completely because his muscles stand out . Oh them arms . I have to stop looking at him it is hard when he is in every room I am and it is really hard when he is that good looking . And it is nearly impossible when he is looking at me in that intense way that he does .
I take a drink of my champagne and try to stop looking at him.
A blonde headed girl walks by him and she touches his arm , I understand why they are something else almost like they are screaming touch me . he just moves .
So she goes on.
It don't make sense he could have any girl and he is standing and watching me
That is another thing I don't understand.
Why even bother with me after breaking up with me . He must just like the game . Maybe I was always a game to him . And maybe I still am .
I walk into a office room just to get away from the noise and hid intense stares
I see a book that reminds me of one of our family vacations me and Shane would read it togather then we acted it out . We was just kids but I remember it being fun .
How in the world did this. book get my attention when there is a whole book shelf full of books .
I walk over and touch the book .
" I myself fell for her so I can't blame you " he whispers in my ear
I didn't realize he was behide me
" You know Just because you fell for me don't make me yours " I say to him another line from the book .
" I must have read that book 100 times after that summer" he tells me
" Me too " I admit
We look at each other but I can't get pulled back in .
" Excuess me " I say and start to walk pass him
" Where are you going " he ask
I turn around and look at him
" You have to stop ," I demand
" Stop what " he asks but I know he knows what he is doing
" Stop being my unbelievable good looking Stalker " I say rudley
A big smile appears on his handsome face .
Why is he smiling.
Oh no I said that I meant to just say stalker .
" So you think I am good looking " he asks and pulls me to him .
I push him back . But I do l want him . And of course I think he is good looking I would have to be stupid and blind not to see how good looking he is .
" That is amazing you took that and not the fact that you are being a stalker " I say with attitude
" it is ok I am use to girls thinking I am nice looking " he brags
He knows he is drop dead gorgeous.
And he knows that I know it so the fact that I said should not be no big deal but it still embarrassing.
" you are a ego driven asshole " I say and walk off
I hear him laugh then he says
" don't you mean a good looking ego driven asshole "
I walk into the kitchen and get another glass of champagne ,
" hey you want to hang out "Arron asks me
I don't want to hurt his feelings but I Know if I was to that Shane would beat him up tonight .
So in a way I am helping him
" I am supposed to hang with Christina and Blair and talk about girl stuff" I lie
It was the first thing that poped into my head
His face looks like he is disappointed.
I walk over to another counter I look around the kitchen and to my surprise Shane has not followed me in here .For some reason this makes me sad .
Maybe he gave up on me .
Or maybe Some hot girl has came along and they are hooking up
I feel sick at the thought
Samantha Shane's ex walks over to me .
" So I heard y'all broke up " she says
I forgot how much I hate her accent .
I love the southern accent on everyone else but on her it sounds bad .
"Yes me and Shane did " I say
I don't see what's it to her it is. Not like he would go back to her .
" It didn't last long , you know I think I was the longest relationship he had " she says
This makes me angry . Even though I know he wanted out for a while .
" He is a hard one to get over " she adds
I don't want to say that I am not over him but maybe my pain is easy to see .
" You know I have been there and trust me I know I tried to hold on to him in the worst way . So if you ever want to talk we can ." She tells me
I know she meant she lied about being pregnant.
But I still don't want to talk to her .
" You know Kendall it is ok to miss him and it is ok to feel sad " she says she look as though she has concern in her big eyes .
Does Samantha actually have a heart .
" You know Shane maybe the one thing we have in common I don't think we need to talk about him " I say
" you know when you first came to town I really liked you I never seen you as a threat I thought Shane was in love with me , I still think if you was not around then he would have never broken up with me " she tells me
She maybe right he maybe would have just kept sleeping around.
" I am not blaming you I just mean you changed things but really he ain't worth it I mean he is always gonna hurt girls like us" she says
"I really need to tell you something about him can we go into a room because it just too loud ." She tells me
I guess curiosity got the best of me because I decided to go .
She walks into a small room .
" This is Small" I comment
" yea but it is just us 2 , if you rather we can find a bigger on I just figured people would be hooking up . She says
" it is fine , we are already here ." I say
" First of all I want to give you a hug " she says
Then she hugs me
What is going on is she high .
She backs up with her hands behide her back and. She is crying .
Either she is high or Shane really did a number in her . Or maybe she is just insane .
She pulls her shirt at the bottom.
" Are you ok " I ask
" What is going on here " I hear
And I know by the voice and the smell of his cologne.
" Iii was just leaving " Samantha says and she runs out and she shuts the door .
YOU ARE READING
Living with the trouble maker
RomanceKendall Meddler moves in with ,her mothers old Collage friend The Pitts who has a son and the closer she gets to Shane Pitts the hard everything gets .
