Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 53 ( Kendall) The good friend

We walked into the party , Bo and Jesica walk in with me and they are all over each other . I felt like a 3 rd wheel the whole ride over here .

I am happy for my friend but at the same time I am sad because I don't have a boyfriend. It has not been long since I broke up with Derek . But honestly I know it was not right . I am no where near over Shane .
The last 2 days I had to forced myself , not to go over to Shane's because I want him but I don't know how he really feels . I know he would hook up me .
But I really want more .
I just can't see a relationship with him .
What I need to do is find someone cute and then try to feel about them how I feel about Shane .

Which it almost seems impossible.

              " Babe let's go somewhere and make out " Bo says with his deep voice

     Jesica turns to me and asks

                  " Is that ok"

          " Yes go have fun " I say to sweet friend.

     I don't blame her . I would love to have a boyfriend to go make out with .

     So I look for my friends . Blair and Christina is taking shots so I do too .

I see Shane he is talking to a cute blonde girl I seen her before but I don't know her name .

                " Cant believe you and Derek are over " Christina says and puts her arm around me .

           " It is for the best ." I say and gulp down a shot

I look over and see the cute blond get on Shane's lap

He don't stop her why would he .

I really need to find a guy.
I scan the room .
Everyone seems just not that interesting .

Until my eyes fall upon a muscular out of this world man .
          " I never seen him before "  I say but I didn't realized I thought I was thinking it to myself .

         " Oh that is Clint Foley , he graduated 2 years ago he comes back every so often " Blair tells me

              " He left here to be a model " Christina says and her eye are blood shot .
I don't know how she got so drunk , the party just started .
I am holding a cup that I took 2 sips of and I took one shot . And I want to  get wasted tonight just from looking at Shane with that girl .
But I want to find someone to and I don't want  to be like a geek or someone I will regret , so I think I won't have no more tonight .

I scan the room for a good looking boy and the best looking boy other than Shane is Clint and I don't think I would stand a chance , I mean Christina said he is model . He probably has lost of ex girlfriends he wants to hook up when he is back in town .

I have to admit the boy is fine . And just the fact that he is a male model is interesting.

        " Ok I am going to do it " Christina says

          " What " both me and Blair  say

           " I am going to pled my love for Everest " she slurs

         "No " I scream
She is too drunk for that .

               " That is not a good ideal " Blair tells her

         
"I am  going to get her to sober up " Blair tells me

                    I walk threw the crowd of teenagers who is drunk .

I walk right into a boy I have seen him in my history class .

        " sorry my bad " he says
The handsome male model , is standing beside him