Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 59 (Kendall ) Jessica finding out

The last 5 days has been like paradise .
We didn't tell people but just knowing. He would is enough for me . I am really not sure if I want Jessica to know I just don't want hurt her .
He has been really nice just saying cute things to me in front of people but I don't think no one notices .
Then the nights after dinner that is our time , we make out like crazy  in his room . Every time he amazes me he unbuttons my shirt and and takes my bra off all with out stop kissing me .

I always go to my own room because I don't want his parents to Catch us . I know maybe it don't make sense because We still do be together .

As we finish dinner . I get up but I text him .

           [ My . Is over ]
He looks at his phone
He looks at me and his whole face lights up .

         He says his good nights and goes up .
I have to make excuses that last few nights of getting out of hanging with Jesica .
I knew she was going to  try again .

        " Come on it will be fun at Blair's " she begs
I hate to turn her down again .

But I can be with Shane I mean really be with him .

  I mean in those nights when I could only make out with him  I chose him too.

               " I am just tried we can go out the weekend " I say

         " Good night " I walk up

        I know we have. To come clean with her soon but I just don't think I can yet .

      I walk into his room .
He smiles that handsome smile .

              " Finally " he says
I walk to him he grabs my hands then we kiss he pulls back

               " I didn't think your period was ever gonna end " he says
I laugh

I push him on the bed I get on top of him with each leg one on each side of him .

He undress me and throws my clothes on the floor all while kissing me I and unbutton his jeans . I look at him and there's is a feeling it is more than we are going to have sex it is a connection .

      " You grab the condom " he tells me I reach over and grab it while he takes off his shirt . I realize why he always want use condom and how he acted like that one time .
What Samantha did stuck with him.

I lean over .
          " I really like the view " he tells
Me I can't help but laugh . It is so strange how these things he says gets to me. I never liked jokes like that but he says. It  I love it .

I hand it to him I ease up while he puts it on .

I sit down on him and he is in me me .
I start slowly he has his hands on my hips , he is guiding me . Then I speed up .
This goes on for a little bit and it feels great .

I start to go even fast and shake until I hear

         " What the f**k"
I turn my head it is Jesica .

         " Get out " Shane screams

I cover my chest with my hands .
And somehow manover to get off of him and cover myself with a blanket .

Jesica looks so sad so hurt .

Shane grabs his jeans and shirt and put them on almost as quickly as he takes them off when we are about to have sex .

        " Can you close the f**king door Jesica"
He yells

           " Shane be nice" I beg

       " Sorry please close the door I don't want mom and dad to find out "he says

          She does . Then she is standing with her arms crossed

           " Jessica please hear us out " I plead

        " I can't believe this " she is walking back and forth

            " How long has it been going on " she asks

          " Awhile " I answer her

        " Seriously you don't know how long you been having sex with the biggest player ever " she screams

       " don't talk to her like that " he yells

        " she don't seem like one of your  sluts I guess looks can be deceiving " she spits

             " She is not a slut " Shane defends me

            " Then how long Kendall " she yells

            " stop yelling at her " Shane yells

     " We been actually sleeping togather since the party that night when she didn't come home" Shane tells. Her

I can feel my hot tears stream down my face .

           " You was with him and you didn't just fall asleep " she asks

I shake my head no .

She leaps over to Shane and hits him .
She is screaming "I should have known you would go after her because you are a man hoe "

And she is hitting him
I scream
          "Stop "
Shane holds her hands

             " Calm down" he says sternly and she listens

I jump up and grab clothes and put them on .

            " You had to go after my best friend I told you Way back my friends was off limits and then what you did with Samantha " Jessica says

              " Samantha is a bitch and this is nothing like that " Shane says

She just looks at him .

She don't say anything for like 2 minutes we are all quite
Finally I speak up

                  " We didn't mean to hurt you"

       " Well you did , I should have seen it coming he was really coming around more and driving us to school you asshole " she says and looks at her brother

           " I should have warned you about how he can be but I never thought you would go for him I mean you might not know everything but I know you knew he was a player " she says

          " You have to stop" Shane begs

       " Did either of you think about me " she asks us

       " Yes " he says
    " of course " I say at the same time

      " so you just didn't care " she ask

       " No we do" I say loudly

        " We just we have a connection " Shane says

She laughs
              " You expect me to believe that from you Shane " she yells

               " Just so  you know he is lying and it won't last " she says to me and

        " Jessica this is different and I don't want you to be mad and we didn't mean to hurt you but we are going to be together " Shane says

        " I am sorry you got hurt but please forgive us" I beg

         " I can't believe you both betrayed me and kept it from me" she says and leave out and slams the door .

I cry Shane walks over and says

        " It will be ok "
Then he dries my tears