Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 35 ( Shane ) No baby

It is New Year's Eve one of my favorite holidays only because I can get blasted and usually always something great happens on that night .
But this New Year's Eve I am in my house with my pregnant ex girlfriend, my parents and sister and Kendall are all out . I need her over here because since Christmas Samatha has complained about not feeling well and she calls wanting me to come over . But she Rufuses to go to the doctor .

Now when I am there she seems fine and she don't complain but I think she just don't want to.
But my uncle is a doctor and I told him that she is just a friend of mine . I can only imagine if he thought she was carrying my baby.

" I have to go pee the baby is sitting on my blatter" Samatha tells me

I know that is all in her head because the baby is too small to bother her blatter

The door bells rings
I run to get because Xander has done left for the night .

" Uncle Jake " I yell and hug him

" So where is the girl ." He asks as we walk further into the house

" She went to the bathroom she says the baby was sitting on her blatter". I tell him

He gives me a strange look .

" she ain't far right" he asks

" No we don't know exactly but she ain't far at all" I tell him

" That don't sound right " he tells me
Oh no what if something is wrong with the baby.
I didn't want it but now that I know it is real I want it . I want to raise it and let no harm come to it ever.

" Please Uncle Jake save this baby whatever please just " I beg and tears actually come out of my eyes

" ok " he stutters
I think he knows now that the baby is mine .

Samatha walks out .
" oh hey" she says

" Samatha this is my uncle Jake "
I tell her

" He is a doctor" I add

"'Oh ok it is nice to meet you " she says

" A gynecologist " he speaks up
Her face turns white .

"'I am gonna see my own doctor "'she says
" you can't get in there right now and he is here " I beg

She shakes her head and says
"'No "'and it is a stern no

" I will just take a look "'Uncle Jake says

" how could you do this to me " she yells

" because I am worried about the baby , you know it is mine too" I scream

I look at my uncle he don't say nothing but I know he knows he couldn't have missed that .

" I am not doing it you can't make me " she screams grabs her coat

" Wait please he has his ultra sound machine and we can see it maybe even know what it is " I plead with her

" I am so sorry because you do love it and I did this too you " she mumbles threw her tears

" What now " I ask

" I am sorry I am not carrying your child I never was " she says and she is wipe her tears

I feel like everything around me is moving

" huh" comes out of my mouth

" I lied to keep you I thought if you thought I was having your baby you would fall in love with me " she tells me

" iiiiii" I stutter

" But I have  would have known soon" I say

" I was gonna fake a miscarriage before the fake doctor appointment." She tells me

" No you are lying " I scream

" No I am not " she yells back

"maybe you should go Samatha " Uncle Jake tells her

" I will do the ultra sound that way you can see for yourself " she tells me

" Do it " I say and look at uncle Jake

I sit on the couch and wait for him to sit it up . I pray that she is lying that there is a baby . Even though my whole life would have changed I still want it I don't want this to be true .

I watch as he puts it on her Belly and the tv shows but there is no baby I can see but maybe I am wrong I don't know what I am looking at .

My uncle looks at me and says
" there is no baby"
The tears roll out so fast .

I jump up and walk away .
I don't know why I don't want them to see me .

" I am sorry but I did  it out of love " she claims

" I turn around and yell

" That is not love if love exists then it is not a lie I would have never fell in love with you and you took something away from me that I was gonna make my whole world "
I look at my hand and play with my fingers , I am trying to calm myself .

" Iiii" she stutters
" Get the f**k out now " I yell and point to the door

She jumps from the loud words I said
But I don't care she is not carrying my baby so her jumping is not hurting nothing.

" Kid that is unreal " uncle Jake tell me
" I see no need in me telling your parents nothing came from it , but you need to watch who you trust " he tells me

A few hours later my uncle Jake left and I am all alone but I need to be .

I am sitting on the balcony that is in the upstairs den .
I am not drinking but I am feeling bad for myself .

How crazy is Samatha to lie about that .
I am glad to be away from her but I would have been good to the baby .

I miss something that I never had .

I hear a noise I look up it is Jesica and Kendall and of course Derek .

Jesica is out of it .

" I am going in " she screams
Kendall and Derek are standing really close too close in my opinion.Kendall looks beautiful. And even though I feel so low I can't help but look at her , her hair is to one side her dress is tight showing off her hour glass figure. She really is perfect and pretty face a small waist big butt and her boobs are big but not too big . Her lips are so pouty . Her hair is a medium brown it seems to always lay perfect especially on her skin . I am definitely attracted to her , just looking at her makes me hard . But my chance is gone because I thought I was going to be a father . But now I am not but she moved on . But that won't stop me
Form wanting her .

" It has been a great night " Kendall says
" it has but we only kissed at midnight " Derek says

And she gives him a smile .
He leans in and kisses her , her arms are around his neck .
I can't look at this I already feel like the saddest I ever been .

I go into the house and put myself in my bed .