In love with my bestfriend(s)

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*once at the station *

Everyone was so exhausted, we have been working for more than 24 hours.
I think I've drank about 14 cups of coffee, but coffee never had much effect on me for some reason.
It actually makes me a little sleepy sometimes.

I sat down at a desk while Spencer took care of the cuts on my face.
Hotch walks in to check on me.
"Are you feeling okay y/n?" He asked.
"Yea, I just can't wait till we get a confession out of him. Has jj told the parents yet?" I asked. It's heartbreaking that they just lost there 7 year old.

"No..they are still on there way"
Spencer finished up and left us alone.
"Are you sure you're okay y/n?" Hotch asked again. He's probably referring to my past.
I stand up with my hand on my head.
"Thanks for looking our for me Aaron, but I've been beaten worse. Besides have you seen his face" I say laughing.
Hotch cracked a smile.

"Want to help me out in the interrogation room?" He asked.
"With pleasure"
"I have a strategy, follow my lead"
I nodd and we walk in.

William immediately spit at me.
I kick the table again
" Wanne do this again? Cause If we are playing a game I'm full in"
I say frustrated.
"Bitch" he wisperd.

Hotch picked him up by his caller.
"If you call them that ever again, I do much worse than they did to you"
I was shocked to see hotch that way. I knew it was part of his tactic but it still shocked me.

I sit down spreading my legs and leaning forward. William was frightened.
"So we are playing the intimation game are we" he laughed uncomfortable.
"Do you like to play games William?"
Hotch asked.

"I bet you loved playing games with thyra" I added. His face shifted when he heared her name. I slide a picture on the table.
William is a classic narcissist. If hotch and I kept talking about his victims he would eventually give in and start to brag. That's were we were wrong last time. We kept asking him to tell us what happend. Instead of talking about what we know /think what happend. Even if we got things wrong he would want to correct us. And then we would have his confession.

"Or did you like Brian better? Bc he fought back, kinda like I did." I say to him, I see a nerve twitch in his forehead.

"Or was Damien more fun bc you had all the control over him? The way you tied him up must have turned you on"
Hotch said to him. A smile cracks in William's face.

"They were all so different, how do I choose" he smiles.
Hotch placed a picture of both Damien and brian next to the picture of tyra. The way he looks at those pictures tell me immediately which one he preferred. It made me sick to my stomach.

"Thyra was no fun was she? Damien and brain where maturer, they fought back. You liked it that way didn't you"
He smiles again.
"Thyra just kept crying, screaming for her mommy! Such a brat. She wouldn't shut up. So if you tell me she got what she deserved" he smiled at me.
"I'm sure you would be more fun" he grinned at me.

A stretched my leg and kicked him in the balls. He bend over in pain and hit his head on the table.
"You sick motherfucker" I say to my.
Hotch grabs my hand as I stand up. I pull it out of his grip and lean against the wall.

"That's exactly what Damien said to me. I kinda like it" he smiled at me again. I noticed he was stiff.
"You got to be kidding me" I whispered
"I think you and I could have alot of fun doctor y/l/n. Your rough, and you bark back. Brain did the same. I quit enjoyed it actually. Didn't think I would be into teen but well 14 is such a nice age. How old are you y/l/n?"

He smiled again.
"Don't tal to them that way" hotch slammee his hands on the table. Making me flinch.
"Mhhh interesting" William said when he noticed I flinched.
"Not your first time getting beaten, right?" He laughed.

"Not your first time raping either" I sit back down.
"Now I could tell you why you prefer teens. Your father beat you and your sister alot. Molesting your sister first then you. Your father got your sister pregnant but lost it bc of the beating. She was 12, and you were 14. The age your father Learned you how to rape someone. Someone close to your age. Mentally you are still stuck in that place. So you prefer teens, bc they are mentally the same age as you. You were forced to do it but now you like it" I tell him in all confidence

Hotch looks at me, surprised I didn't tell this before. But I wasn't sure yet. Now I am.

William laughed again.
"You got one thing wrong doctor y/l/n. My father didn't get my sister pregnant. I did"

"Thanks for your cooperation, you gave all your secrets out" hotch tels him.
William only just realised it and got up in anger.

I walk out before he does anything.
"That was amazing" emily comes rushing over.
The whole team comes around, asking if I'm okay, how I knew he preferred teens? Telling me how great it was...
That I was badass...

I was getting very overwhelmed. I was already tired and I'm getting over stimulated. I felt like breaking down but I didn't want the team to see me.

"I'm going to car" I walk out putting my headphones.

I could hear rossi explain to the team that I have sensory issues and can get overwhelmed especially when I'm tired.

I turn on calming music to help with my mind rn.
I get in the back of the suv. We only have 2 suv's so I don't want to drive off in 1.
As soon as I close the door of the car I allow myself to cry.

I was so exhausted, then this guy and all the noise. Everything just got to much. I also hated that I felt sympathy for William. I hated everything I was feeling.

I just cry and scream for a minute. Until I dry my tears. I just sit in silence and eventually I see the team walk out.
Rossi, Morgan and jj got in the car with me.