In love with my bestfriend(s)

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*2 days later*

Tw talk of sh

"Laura breakfast!" Spencer yells.
"Thanks babe" I just realised I said babe. I put my hand on my mouth. It just felt so natural. Maybe he just thinks i continued playing the caracter.
"So whats for breakfast" I try to play it cool.
"Your favourite" I look shocked.
"Heck yea. Wait? Is it a special day or something?" I ask.

"Nope, just wanted to do something nice"
"Anything for my favourite lady" he whisperd but I heard.

He stood there in the kitchen with his messy hair. In his pj's. He looks so cute. I cant help but take a picture of him.
"What are you doing?" He says with a smile.
"You look cute so I want to safe it" I say laughing.

I puy my phone away and we both enjoy breakfast on the couch.
"How did you sleep?"
We decided to switch every night  1 person in the bed 1 on the couch.

"Not even my melatonin could get me to sleep. I put on my headphones. Drank tea. Scrolled on my phone to exhaust my eyes. Eventually I slept but it fel more like a nap. Since I woke up every hour. Also I hated the texture of this couch on my skin. Ugh. And the noise it made when i turned around . I put a blanket under myself to help with the texture but still that sound" Spencer looks at me.

"Why didn't you say anything "
"I could hear your cute snors from here I didn't want to wake you" i say as I continued to eat.

"This night we are both sleeping in the bed. Its big enough" as he said that I felt my face warm up again.

I sent the picture I took to the group chat on the burner phone.

Alex : awww he made you breakfast?

Papa rossi: he made your favourite?
Chocolate thunder: he's really playing the husband part. Go pretty boy !!

I noticed Spencer gave me a look.
"You know I'm in that same group"

"I know" I said with a playfull smile.
His hands were moving closer.
"No don't do that"

I warn him but then he start to tickle ne.
"Aaah noo!!" I say laughing. Idk how Spencer does it but I'm always so comfortable with him.

Eventually I get him and tickle his toes. We both laughed so hard.
We end up looking In eachothers eyes. His beautiful brown eyes with those glasses he doesn't wear enough. I noticed we're both moving closer. I don't want to ruin our friendship, I don't want to betray emily. But I cant stop myself. We push our lips together. Once again so soft. He slowly turns his face for a better angle. 

He places his hand gently under my chin. I take a moment and pull back. But before I knew it our lips were touching again.

*ring ring*

My phone alarm goes off. We git disturbed again.
"Sorry my beautiful husband I've got therapy. O remind me that I have a AA meeting later?" It still difficult so noah offered to sponsor me again. I can't believe she still sponsor me after so many relapse and lies.

"Ofc, I eem I've got math to teach" he says awkwardly.

I move to the side of the house were the therapy room takes places.
Now I'm just waiting on Samantha.

After a few minutes she came in. She had kind if an emo look. Not hard-core but on the dL.
"Ooo love your hair" I said. She had this cool pink streak in her dark brown almost black hair.
"Thanks" she said quiet.

I take a second to admire her outfit.
"I'm doctor smith i'm sure your mom told you that already."

We go through a session and I found out she doesn't like being called Samantha but prefers Sam. I noticed she had long sleeves and it was hot out. She didn't admit it but she knows I know.  Withiut saying she harsm she talked about it. And I'm not going to blab to her mom. But I am going to try and help her the best I can.

As soon as the session ended I went to a online AA meeting and went to talk to Spencer.

"Are you okay?" He asked.
"Just worried about Sam. Her dad died a year ago and she's not dealing with it well. O shit I can't say that-" I immediatley stop taking.

But I cant help to think about it. Her brother gets all the attention bc he's smarter and he's 'mamas special boy' atleast that's how Sam put it. And her mom, instead of helping Sam and trying to understand her struggle, she gets mad at her for failing school. So Sam goes out with her friends bc she feels better there. Its the only time she doesn't think about harming.

"Yea doctor patient confidentiality. But hey I'm done teaching my class. Why don't we go to whatever activities this town has to get to know possible unsubs?"

"Ooo yea a bar? Alchol and catching a killer, my two favourite things" Spencer laughs at me. I quickly change into something more comfortable but still 'fem' eventho it's giving me such gender dymporhia rn.

Spencer put his arms around me and I drive the car to the nearest bar.

"Hi what can I get ya?" The bar man asked.
"I'd like a vodka coke and my husband wants a ginger ale" we both sit at the bar as rhe bar man makes our drinks.
"So new in town?" He asked
"Yea just a few days ago. Anything interesting to know?" Spencer asked .

I take his arm and stay close to him to play the couple part.
He placed his hand on mine. That ring suits him.

"You must already know about the murder?" He asked as he gave us the drinks.
"Yea, thanks" We both say.

"Well nothing els. Except maybe some interesting people. Yk as I bar tender I hear alot" he went on the talk about some people who were in the bar that day.

Wich is interesting for our investigations.

We stayed up till late.
"Let's go babe" I gave Spencer a small kiss on the mouth.  We both stand up and walk to the car.

As we were driving I got a call.
"Hi this is doctor Smith"  I say since it's my uc's phone.

I hear a panicky voice.
"Laura? Help I i-i I my boyfriends death" its Sam!

My distribut look immediately set off Spencer.
"Turn the car around now!" I yell.

"Sam I'm on my way call the police. Call your mom! I'll be there okay?!" I Try to reasure her.

"The fbi is here i-i they went to ask me questions " her voice was trembling.

"Okay okay. Try to calm down okay. I'm on my way" I was panicking myself. This girl doesn't need this rn.

"What's wrong?" Spencer asked worried. I Try to direct him to the location.

"Sam's boyfriend got murderd by the neighbourhood killer"