In love with my bestfriend(s)

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After 2 days we chatched the unsub.
The case ended well, we saved the latest victim for experiencing the horror I did.

*on the jet*

I've been sitting alone In the back with my headphones on when hotch comes to sit infront of me.
"Rough first case back huh"
I take my headphones off and look at him. He doesn't even know

"Did I do this too soon? Did I rush myself to get back to who I was? I- maybe I'm not made for this job anymore I was no help at all!"
My head was a mess. I didn't do anything to contribute to this case. Penelope was even better in the field that I was. And she's used to her lair.

"I can't tell you if you rushed in. But I can tell you that this team needs you. It was only your first case back. Catch a break. You are part of the team y/n, you can't escape that"
Hotch has this skill of not actually saying your thoughts are wrong but still making yourself believe they are wrong. He uses such little words.

Rn my brain is telling me that I'm part of this team and that I'll be better at the job tomorrow. I hope.
"Why don't you join the group" on that note hotch got up and I decide to join like he asked.

"Oo alchol" I say, Rossi hands me his glas.
"Becarefull y/n that's really strong" Derek warned me but I just pour it back. Not completely, I didn't want to steal his drink.
"Damn" I hear jj.
Everyone looked as i gave daves drink back without a cough.
"What? I lived with him for a few weeks as a teen"

Emily smiled kindly at me.
"Why don't we go our for a real drink?" Derek asked.

"Ooooo wonderful idea! Yes! Let's celebrates y/n first case back!" Penelope said exited.

Everyone looked at me to check if I was in.
"Fine bye me, but is it a small drink or getting drunk kind of celebration?"
I was honestly kind of tired but I could use a few drinks.

Penelope had this grin.

I went home first for a meeting and then went to the club.

"Y/n over here!" Penelope was waving with her arm. The whole team was sitting at the table.
"So plans have changed" she started. Emily passed me my drink she orderd for me and I pay attention to pen.
"We are going to stay here for a little while, and then we'll eat at rossi's"
I agreed and ordered some nachos as snacks.

"Ey prentiss, what you think about that guy huh?" Derek pointed to a cute guy dancing at the dance floor. But I'm sure, I can be a better boyfriend.

I looked at emily to see what she would say.
"Not my type" she just took a sip of her drink and winked at me. I felt my face heat up.
"What? That guy is definitely your type. You dated like 6 of him" jj said. Kinda exposing emily. I almost died, as my drink went in the wrong pipe.

"Eem, I'm more into girls now. I mean I always was. I just didn't know how to say it" I was surprised she told the team. But I was so proud of her.

I took her hand ans smiled at her.

"Okay what about her?" Jj pointed to a girl at a bar.
"Actually I have my eye on someone"
And that someone is me.

We had a fun time and them got up to rossi's house.

"Okay y/m want to help me with the pasta?" Rossi asked. He teached me how to make it when I was a teenager so I decide to help him out.

The team gathered around and watched to see how you make it, when the doorbell went.

"Oo that must be will with Henry. I thought y/n may want to meet them"
Jj went to open the door.

Her husband walked out with little Henry in his arms. Half asleep.
"Ooo he's so peaceful" I went to say hi.

"Hi, I'm will nice to meet you"
I wanted to shake his hand but he was holding Henry.
"Y/n, so great to finally meet you too"
I gently touch Henry's face, he was only a few months old.
"I think y/n is getting baby fever" Aaron joked.

"I can't help it. He's so cute. Hate the female hormons in me"
Will handed me Henry as he oped his eyes. I went to sit On the couch with him on my legs.
"Hi Henry, I'm y/n a friend of your moms" he giggled and left at me.

Spencer came to sit next to me.
"How's my god son" I gave Henry to him.
"Your his god parent?" I look at Spencer and how he bounces Henry around and making him laugh.

Spencer nodded at me.
"Your really good with him. Do you want kids yourself?"
"Yeah, I'd love to have 2. But if my partner only wants one I'd be fine with that." I love that he said partner, I'm smelling some fruit punch around him.

"You?" He asked.
"I think I said it before but I'm not sure. I think I'm more of an aunt/uncle or a god parent. If I ever want kids, I rather adopt tho. Those kids need a home and I really don't want to be pregnant" I laughed and Spencer joined me.

"Dinners ready kiddos" we all joined to table, with Henry on jj's lap. He tried to steal some of her pasta and his face got full of sauce.

I could see Aaron light up around kids. He must miss Jack...

After dinner we stayed a little until one by one everyone went home.

Emily and I slept apart this night. She needed her sleep. But I wasn't getting any.