In love with my bestfriend(s)

047

We arrive at the scene. I saw the team standing there. Alex was taking to Sam trying to calm her down but she was clearly having a panic attack. It was dark out so that doesn't help.

"Sam! Sam !" I yell from behind the yellow tape. I see derek lock eyes with me. But he can't act as if he knew me.
"Laura" I hear Sam yelll.

I can't hear what she says next but Alex gave me the sign to walk in.
"Okay wait out here. We will talk later" I gave Spencer a kiss. Before I went under the yellow tape. It felt weird kissing him infrokt of the team. It feels weird bc I kiss him ad y/n not just as Laura.

I walk to Sam. "Okay I'm here Sam breath " I help her breath. And set her down on the steps. As she calms down I introduce myself to Alex.
"Hi I'm Doctor smith, Sam's therapist" I shakes Alex's hand as if I don't know her.

"Doctor Alex Blake I'm with the fbi. Would you happen to know Samantha's mothers address? We can't seem to contact her?" She asked.
"Sure " I say before asking Sam if it's okay to leave her.

  When she gave concent I look back at Alex. "Why don't you go to our unit chief. Agent hotchner. I'll take Sam's statement"  Alex knew what she was doing. This would give me a chance to talk to hotch. A cop leads me to him.

A tent was set up over the body. Hotch takes me in the tent for privacy.
"As far as you know I'm Laura Smith, Sam's therapist and I'm giving you the address of her mom" I say quickly.

Jj walks in and immediately hugs me.
"We already sent a unit to her house " she said.
"Pls tell me what happend?' I ask.
I take gloves to quickly look at the body.

"From what Sam told us so far. She was out  with her boyfriend and some creep was chasing them. The both started running she heard a shot. Quickly looked back and saw her boyfriend death" jj answered.

"She ran onto a public road, that's the only reason she's still alive" hotch added.
"She's alot smarter than she thinks" I say quietly

"Do we have witnesses? A description?" I ask.
"No but we are going to take Sam to the station and set her up with a sketch artist. You can be there if she ask for you." Hotch went on.
I nodd.

"One more thing. Spence  and I were in a bar for quiet a while. If penelope gives him pictures he can scratch anyone of who was there at the time of the murder. It will make the suspect pool smaller"
I give jj another quick big before walking out as Laura.

I walked back to Sam. Alex was comforting her. As I arrived.

"Hey they said I could come with you to the station, but only if you want. They will get your mom so they can also just wait for her to be there with you" I explained to her.
" no could you come?"
Ofc I said yes.

"I'll go talk to my husband for a second" I walk up to Spencer.

"Hey babe, Sam needs me so I will be home late. But I'll call okay?"
"Yea ofc be safe" he kisses me and I walk back.

I quickly text him to call penelope. Before I went with Sam to the station.

Rossi drove the car with Alex up front and me and Sam in the back.
It was weird to sit there as a stranger.

I helped Sam with her statement. Working through the vage parts bc if the trauma.
It was already 3 in the morning when she left.

When I was alone I let Myslef fall into rossi's arms.
"Ik heb je gemist" i say in dutch.

"He missed you too" Spencer said as he walked in.
"I'm here to pick up my wife"
"Are you pretty boy " I say laughing.

"How is moi bambino" Rossi asked.
"It's stressful and this town has alot of creeps who could possibly be out killer. And basically everyone here has had botox or something so you can't pick an odd one out who reshaped his face to not be a know killer anymore"
The team laughs.

"So how are the two love birds?" Derek asked jokingly.

"So in love aren't we Matthew " I lock arms with him and kick a legs up I'm the air for dramatic effects.

We hugged everyone and said bye. So Spencer and I went home.
"Weird day huh" I say laughing as soon as we get home.
"It was indeed. Although not the weirdest day of my life" Spencer said.

"Me neither. Remember my weed tattoo " We both laugh.
"We should probably get to bed" Spencer said. Right now we are going to sleep In 1 bed.

We both change and crawl into bed.
It feels weird laying next to him like this. Eventho we have done sleepovers. But now it's different. Now I want to hold him and press my lips on his.
"Good night " Spencer put the lights out and turned his back to me.

I feel rejected but I didn't even request anything. I turn around aswell.