In love with my bestfriend(s)

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It's been a week.

I talked with my therapist, she believes I might have adhd aswell. I put myself on a list to get tested bc I want to be sure. And I do struggle with some things. It would explain alot.

Things with me and emily are a little awkward. But now things with Spencer are going great. It feels weird that I like the both of them. But I'm going in to a relationship anyway.

I was driving to work and when I arrived I quickly check my phone. I noticed I got a text from an unknown number.

Unknown number:

So you moved to Quantico now huh? Guess I'll come and visit. You can't keeping running y/n

-j

I look shocked at my phone.
"Jackson" I say outloud. My abusive stalking ex boyfriend. I didn't think he was still searching for me. But then again it was difficult to find me when I was an undercover agent. But now that I settle down here....
I didn't know what to do, hotch knows my full history. Atleast the one on paper. And the only thing I told Rossi was that he was abusive.
How did he even get my phone number?

I walk in the bullpen and drop my stuff.

I sit down for a second and I kept staring at the message. I block the phone number. But Jackson will find another device to use.

"Y/n? You okay?" Emily asked.
I look up to her.
"I'm sorry what?" I was to busy in my own head, so I didn't registrate what she said.
"I asked if you were okay, you keep staring at your phone." She went on .
"Yeah I'm fine, I'm going to penelope for a second" I got up and walked away.

Emily's pov:

Y/n walked away. I was worried about them. I hope it wasn't bc of me. I like them alot and I made things awkward by kissing them. But all I wanted was to kiss them again.

Y/n's pov:

I walk to penelope's liar hoping she could help me. I had brought both my computer and phone.
I knock on the door.
"Come in!!" I use my badge to open it.
I immediately noticed all the pens and fidget toys again.
"I really need to come down here more often" I say grabbing on of the fidgets.
It kicks and turns. I noticed a stress ball and squeezed into it.

"Now I know what to get you as present" penelope said smiling
"Ow I already have millions of them, I just keep forgetting to bring them. I lost alot of money to them, I just couldn't help it"
Penelope laughs at me.
"Did you just came her to relax? Or did you want something" she asked.
O shit almost forgot.

"Right. Eem I got a message from an unknown number. I already blocked it but I want to make sure they can't text me again from a different device"
I give penelope my phone.

"I can do 2 things. Install a software on your phone to protect it from hackers and stuff, but I cant stop all unknown numbers from texting you. But I can change your phone number"
I think about it.
"Would that help? Won't they just be able to find my new phone number?"I ask her.
Penelope looks worried.
" they can alone find your new number of they know your personal details"
I look down for a second.

"Y/n?" Penelope asked.
"Just the protective software would do. Thanks" I play down my phone and pc and write a note with the password. Before walking out.

I walk back to my desk and continued paperwork.
After an hour penelope walks back in and gives me my computer and phone back.
"Thanks p" I smile at her. But she just looks worried.
She walked away and I continued working. She knows I have a stalker bc she read my file but I really don't want to talk about it.

My phone pinged and it was another message, from a different number.

Unknown number:

You can't block me y/n. We are ment to be! And you will pay for leaving me! Nice apartment btw. Ow and you're neighbour told me you're a profiler now...you can't stop me from loving you y/n!

I close my phone and burry my head in my hands. He knows where I work now. I look around at the team. I want to tell someone but I don't want to burden them.
I need to deal with this on my own.

I left my phone and all my stuff on my desk. And just walked outside and got in my car. I know he would come here, but I don't want him to do that. So I went to seek him myself.

Emily's pov:

Y/n got up and left. All of there stuff was still here. Now I was really worried and confused.
"Where are they going?" Spencer asked.
"Not sure kid but they've been off all day" Derek said.
"I've asked them if they were okay but they just said they're fine" I told them.

We saw penelope walk out of hotch's office.
"We're is y/l/n?" Hotch asked.
"Idk they jusy got up and left" I told him.

"What's going on?" Jj asked.
Penelope ran to y/n desk and opend their phone.
She looks up at hotch and says "they got another text"
I was really confused.
"Someone pls tell me what's going on!" Derek raised his voice a little.
Hotch sighed and he walked to the conference room. We all followed him.

"Is there something with y/n?" Rossi asked, he didn't hear the previous conversation.
Penelope and hotch stand infornt.
"A few years ago y/n had broken up with an abusive boyfriend. He wouldn't leave them alone so they filled a restraining order. He already broke it once. Y/n moved around and bc of their undercover cases he couldn't find them but now they settle down here. And somehow he found them again" hotch explained.

"Y/n got a text from him saying he knows they moved here to quantico. They've come to ask me to block unknown numbers and install a software. They were clearly worried. I read the text and told hotch. But they just got another text saying he's been in their apartment and knows they work here" Penelope explained.

I was really worried for y/n. I understand why they ran. I would run Too...I did run. I'm still running.

"So that's why she- sorry they. Left now" Rossi corrected himself, he's learning.

"We have to help them! They probably went to find him trying to deal with it themselves but what if he hurts them again..."  Derek says. I'm 100% with him.

"But we don't know where to find them" Spencer said.