In love with my bestfriend(s)

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Tw blood, rape. Especially the beginning of this chapter is really heavy. So pls look after your mental health and skip the beginning if necessary.

The teams pov:

After 45 minutes driving. They arrived at a location. Derek kicked the door down. It was an empty house.
"Y/n?!!" The team screamed out for them. They run around the house and find a room with computers.
"They're not here" Spencer said.
Hotch calls penelope. John must have ran the live stream through here.
The team has nothing.
"Y/n said they were in a warehous. Let's just look at all of them!" Derek yelled.
"That can take days" the chief of police answered him.
Derek got upset and tore down all the computer equipment.
"It's better than nothing" hotch said and the team did that. Looking at warehouses. Hoping to find the right one.

Y/n's pov:

John left me. Idk how long I hung there before he came back. It felt like a whole day had passed.

He let my chains looser, making me fall on the mattress. My body was weak from standing up the whole time.
I kept looking at the bloody glass with my mother's body behind it. The ringing is stuck in my ears. The image of my mother's body falling to the ground.

As John walks towards me I slide back.
I see him unbuckeling his belt and know exactly what he's going to do to me.
I try to slide backwards even more but the chains on my enkel get to thight and I have nowhere to go.

There where two metal bars behind the mattress. He took of the chains from my wrists. I give him a punch in the face but then he presses my body down.
"Noooo!!!" I scream and cry and kick. He locks my hands to the bars behind the mattress. My legs were already separated. My body was laying in an 'x' position. I try to move around as much as I can. Trying to fight, with all that is left of me.

He pulled my pants down and put his fingers inside of me. I screamed and moved but it only made the pain worse. Everything hurt. He pulled of his own pants. I look away, forcing myself to dissociate.

I imagine myself in the bau, a safe place. While I feel his dick inside me.
Tears escape my eyes. I couldn't do anything. I felt blood running down from my thighs.
The pain coverd my whole body. My stomach was turning inside out.
I kept going to that place I created, but it didn't stop me from feeling everything. It just hurt a little less.

My body felt like it was onfire. I looked numb but on the inside I was dying. After awhile he was done.
I didn't move a single bit. He wiped off the blood from my thighs and put my pants back on.

Dying would have been better than this.
"Ow btw your team found my live stream equipment yesterday. They are jumping warehouses now. Something you told them?"
He walked over to me and hung my arms back up at the ceiling. Standing up hurt so badly.
He punched me in my stomach my face. And put a knife to my throat, making a small cut. But it was like I wasn't there anymore. I all I could hear was that gun shot.

Doesn't matter what he does to me now. Y/n is dead.

I saw him walking away. My sight was blurry, my eyes where thick from the beating. Both mentally and fysicaly I was exhausted. My body hangs down, making the cuffs around me writs cut in even more.

The teams pov:

It's been more than 48 hours since y/n went missing. They've kicked down doors from warehouses, trying to find them.
"Hotch!!!" Rossi yelled.
The whole team listens.
"They arrested John Ferno, they found him driving of" Rossi tells everybody.
"Was y/n with him?" Spencer asked.
Rossi jusy shook his head no.
The team went searching warehouses again, when hotch was going to interaggat John.
Another 3 hours passed. Until they found the right warehouse....

Y/n's pov:

I couldn't keep my eyes open. I heard noise but I couldn't even lift up my head. The voices became louder. "Ow no" I heard a formulary voice say in the distance.
"Emily" I wisperd. I was too exhausted to speak louder.
A tear escaped my eye.
"Is that y/n's mom?" I hear jj's voice.
"Jj" I whisper. They must be behind the glass box.
"Y/n!!" Rossi yelled. I heared a door getting kicked down.

I still couldn't lift my head.
"We are getting you out of here" I hear Spencers voice.
"Spence" I whisperd while crying.

I feel my chains getting taken off. Causing me to collapse.
"Hotch we have them" I hear Derek's voice.
My body gets picked up from the ground. My arms get swinged around 2 people. "Dave" I whisper again.
"I'm here" he answered.

My feet drag across the ground, every little movement hurt.
I managed to move my head a little and catch a glimps of the other person carrying me. "Derek" my voice breaks.
"Your safe now, we have john"
Chills run over my body as I hear his name again.

I smell fresh air and noticed sunlight. I didn't even know what day it was.

We stand still and I get layed down. They put a plastic blanket over me. I realise I'm getting wheeled in a ambulance. I grab the first hand that was in my reach. Everything was still a blur and the sun Hurt my eyes
"Stay with me" I say to whatever persons hand I'm holding.
"I'm not leaving you" I hear its Emily's voice.
I get wheeled inside the ambulance, I noticed bc the sunlight isn't straight on my eyes anymore. I still held Emily's hand.
I try to open my eyes a little.
I look at her face and cry.
"Sshh I'm here, you survived okay. Just fight a little longer" her soft voice spoke to me.

"I'm tired" I say to her.
"I know sweetheart" she wanted to take my hair out of my face but I pull away and flinch.
"Just stay awake a little longer"
But I couldn't. I was so tired.