Lissy Romano

56| Our fault.

Lissy Romano

I woke up. And Giovanni wasn't next to me anymore. I stood up and I felt stabbing pain in my chest.

I had a bad feeling. I should've never drank that alcohol and smoked that stupid weed.

I walked out of the room and through the hallway towards Domenico's office. My heart started to skip beats. I crouched on the floor, because I didn't want to fall and hit something like super hard.

"Domenico!" I shouted as loud as my weak body let me, but it wasn't enough for him to hear, I think

I lost consciousness, because I don't remember what happened after that and the next thing I saw when I woke up was the same room I was in before.

I felt something on my chest and when I looked down I saw Jax. He was sleeping on my chest and his head was on my neck.

Then I looked around and I saw Santino. He was holding my hand in his. When he saw that I'm awake he smiled and kissed my hand.

"Lissy, how are you feeling?" Santino asked in a soft voice

"I'm tired." I managed to say, still quietly

"Your heart couldn't handle the alcohol and weed you consumed. And the worst one was rohypnol in your bloodstream." he said as he looked at me while he shook his head in anger, but he wasn't angry at me

"What's rohypnol? I didn't take any rohypnol." I said confused about the hard word

"Rohypnol is a date-rape drug. The guy who gave you the drink, drugged you." Santino said as he squeezed my hand tightly

He looked at me and he was feeling so many emotions in that moment. He was sad and angry and so much more.

"I didn't think that..." I started, but Matteo and Enzo interrupted me as they came inside the room "Yeah, you're right. You didn't fucking think." Matteo spat out angrily

He was mad. I knew that he will be mad. I thought that they all will be like this, but I was wrong.

"I'm sorry." I said as my voice cracked

"That 'sorry' doesn't change anything. You are a fucking..." Matteo didn't end the sentence as he looked at me with disgust

"Matteo, watch your mouth." Santino was quick to defend me with a furious yet warning tone

"I know, Matteo. I know that what I did was stupid and wrong..." I said as my eyes watered

"And I thought that you were smart." Matteo said as he left the room

Enzo was standing there looking at me when he said "I'm going to talk to him."

He walked away like I wasn't even there. I understand them, but I wish that they would understand me too, even just a little bit.

Santino turned towards me and his face softened "Lissy, don't cry. He is just mad, he doesn't think like that." he said as he set his hand gently on my shoulder

"But he was right. I am so stupid." I said as I wiped away my tears

"You are not stupid, it was our fault that you felt the need to hurt yourself and to sneak out." Santino said as he kissed the bandage on my wrist