Lissy Romano

70| Go to hell.

I recommend to listen to these three songs as you read this chapter...

1. watch
Song by Billie Eilish
2. Falling Apart
Song by Michael Schulte
3. you were good to me
Song by Chelsea Cutler and Jeremy Zucker

Lissy Romano

I wiped Xander's blood off of my face and I tried to gather the strength and confidence to walk out of that fucked room.

I don't know what is waiting for me outside this room, but I know that I have to leave this place and as fast as possible.

I remembered what Dante thought me. I have to be brave and I have to do everything to stay alive. It's the most important thing.

I slowly opened the door and thankfully there was no one there. I walked through the hallways and suddenly Xander's dad Viktor was in front of me.

"Where's my son?" Viktor asked as he furrowed his eyebrows, shocked to see me

"You will meet him soon." I said as I grinned

He walked closer and closer to me and I stood there while holding dear Xander's knife in my hand. But I was holding it so Viktor wouldn't see it.

He grabbed the wrist of my other hand and I gathered all my anger and strength and all the trauma that has been pressing on my shoulders in my life as I stabbed him in his shoulder.

Fuck. I wanted to stab him in his chest, but he managed to turn his side to me. Fucking creep.

"You crazy, bitch!" he yelled

"You sick perv!" I yelled back as I pulled the knife out of his shoulder

I stabbed him again in his hand as he tried to block the knife. Not so long after he shouted for his men and he pushed me against the wall. As he tried to take the knife I managed to cut his face.

He winced in pain.

"Suck it up, weak asshole." I screamed and right then he punched me in the face

I lost consciousness and I don't know how long I was passed out. But I woke up from intense pain in my stomach. My eyes opened and I looked around.

My arms were tied and I was hanging there as my wrists were dark red. The intense pain was from a baseball bat, he hit me with it.

Even when Miguel punished me it wasn't so painful, he never used a baseball bat to hit me. Even Miguel was more civilized. I didn't think that I would ever think like that, that I would ever come to conclusion that Miguel was better.

But I killed Viktor's son. I killed Xander. That's why he was so fucking angry. But he didn't know that I don't give a fuck.

"Go to hell!" I yelled and he hit me again

"You killed my son, my little boy, Alexander." Viktor said as his eyes watered

"Go cry about it." I said as I smiled, I think that I'm a psycho now...all the things I've been through made me the way I am today, right now