84| I want to cry.

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Giovanni Romano

After waiting in the hallway with Vincenzo, Matteo, Dante and Davide we finally saw Domenico and Marco. They came out of the surgery room and I stood up.

"Is everything okay?" I asked as I rushed up to them

The rest of my brothers were next to me and they waited for the answer just like I did.

"Giovanni...I'm really sorry." Domenico said as he placed his hand on my shoulder that wasn't shot

"What? Why?" I asked as my head started to spin

"We did everything we could." Domenico said as he looked into my eyes

"No, that can't be." I said as my eyes watered

"The bullet damaged her internal organs and we couldn't do anything to save her. She didn't have a chance to survive." Marco said and I broke down

"Please tell me that you are lying. Please. It's all my fault." I said as tears rolled down my cheeks

"Giovanni, it isn't your fault." Vincenzo said as he stood next to me

"Fabio did that." Davide said as he shook his head

"We will hunt down that mutherfuckers family." Dante said as he clenched his fists

"I want to see her." I said and Domenico nodded his head

After I saw how Amara laid there on that table. Her face pale and lifeless. I couldn't believe that she's dead.

My brothers left us alone. I wanted to say goodbye to my sugar.

I sat on the surgery table and took her in my lap. I cried nonstop as I felt her cold body in mine.

"Amara, I'm so sorry." I said as I kissed her forehead

"I'm so sorry that I didn't protect you and our baby. It's all my fault." I said as I pulled her as close to me as possible

"I love you, Amara. I will always love you and our baby. We will always have each other." I said as my heart sank "We will see each other again." I added

I couldn't be next to her anymore. It physically hurt so badly that it was easier to leave.

I walked out of the surgery room and there they were. Waiting for me with sad face expressions.

"We will make the best funeral for her." I said and that was like a stab in my heart

"Of course, Giovanni." Vincenzo said as he nodded his head

That made it all real. It wasn't a nightmare. I will never laugh with her and play around again. I will never see our baby. I will never know if we had a son or a daughter.

"I want everything to go smoothly." I said as I looked at Marco

"I will make sure that she gets what's the best. I will make sure of that, Giovanni. Don't worry." Marco said as he walked to the surgery room where Amara was

"I will kill everyone Fabio loved or cared about." I said as I looked at Dante and he smiled at me

"We will hunt them down, Giovanni, I promise." Dante said as he stepped closer to me

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