Maddening (2) [Complete]

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With Yaya's biscuits in his hand, the oh-so-not-innocent boy searches for that person. 

Thorn has been dreaming a lot about him. He met those saphires on many occasions in his dream. Be it just gazing or touching his so-not masculine face, twindling between his cheeks while his eyes stare at only him, no one elses. Although he mostly dreams of him in an appropriate setting, on the bed, when their bodies touch, where he can hear his breath in his ear. That slim finger probing at his skin, testing is stretchiness or wanting to gain his cute voice.

All in all, the best part is that when he saw those eyes, the owner of those sapphire eyes indulged in wildness and ecstasy. 

The realization of those many dreams makes Thorn question —Ah, has he fallen in love with those slurry eyes?

Realistically speaking, it is hard to gain his love, even more so with his maddening iris entirely focusing only on him.

That person has never seen him as someone equal, as someone who could have a romantic relationship.

He always thinks of him as a brother, a little brother, and yet Thorn wants more than that.

He wants to be touched by the ways his dream is depicted; guide him to believe that if he tries,  maybe he will do the same.

No.

Reality is harsh, as Thorn's facade was easily broken when he saw that—

Those sapphire eyes sparkle in happiness as he walks with someone he knows. He walked with the holder of the lightning.

His body burned in anger, sadness, and vengeance, drowning in jealousy.

Had his body had his own mind, he would scream in front of his face, and he did, with his hand gripping so tightly on the cloth that he once adored, hoping that he could smell the fragrance of the heavenly dream that he had. Only then did he feel remorse so deeply, knowing that a dream will always be a dream—a fantasy that he makes to satisfy himself.

"I LOVE YOU, WINDY!! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT?!" 

Maybe he is too blinded, believing that everything will work out as he wishes.

Saphire's eyes were wide, staring at him. Realization dawned on him.

He doesn't love him back. 

Ck, such effort goes to waste. Time wasted. Imagination wasted. Everything's gone to waste. Because it is unrequited.

He... hates him for making him like this. For someone so cheerful and happy, he is a killer. Killing his heart. 

He wishes to curse or condemn him.

He hates him. Praying hell woke in the daylight and drag him away.

It hurts so much that tears fall like rain.

"Thorn—"

"May you find your happiness."

Love broke friendship.

Love broke trust.

Love broke inside and out.

Love is..... a torture.

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