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Part 78

⚠️Warning⚠️
Attempted murder which is kinda sad in this chapter 😁👍

Yesterday my sister fucking sucked her toes right in front of me. It was so nasty and I wish I could just pretend it never happened. I also swallowed a rubber band that was apart of my braces. At least I'm going to the dentist tomorrow. They're gonna rip my fucking teeth out ;-;. Anyways I hope you enjoy chapter 78.
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Soviet's POV

As the days and weeks went on it was confirmed that Reich definitely was pregnant. Unsurprisingly he wasn't happy about it at all. By the time he reached 6 months he was completely furious with everything around him.

He was snapping at every little thing. It seemed likely that he would just bring a knife to his stomach and murder the unborn child. It kinda scared me. How angry he could really be.

June, 1940

I opened the door to the bedroom and closed it once I walked inside. Reich laid there in the bed unmoving like he had been doing for months now.

I walked around the bed to his side and sat down on the bed next to him. He was just staring off into space. "Reich." I quietly said as I placed a hand on his shoulder. He snapped out of his thoughts and that very familiar rage filled his eyes once again. "What?" his voice was cold but I didn't let myself get bothered from it.

I smiled a bit while gently rubbing his shoulder. "I just came to check on you, you haven't came out of the room all day." he just swatted my hand away. "I know and I don't feel like leaving." he pulled the blanket up more.

It went quiet in the room and I looked out of the window for a few seconds before I got an idea. I then looked back at him. "How about we go for a little walk." I was kinda hoping that he would say yes but obviously that was just a hope. He seemed to have gotten even angrier and glared at me.

"No I'm not fucking going outside when people can see me like this. I can't even fit in my fucking clothes anymore." he said through clenched teeth. I knew that was a problem he had. He hadn't liked the fact that he really couldn't fit in anything anymore. One of the main reasons he wouldn't leave the bedroom.

"Well you can wear-" he immediately cut me off once I started talking. "No I'm not fucking wearing any of that! I will not be caught ever wearing that in public!" he gripped the blanket in his hands tighter.

"If I ever wanted to go out in public then I wouldn't fucking be here right now! I would be doing my job as a country which right now is a very important time for it! Instead I'm in this stupid fucking house carrying this stupid fucking baby for this stupid fucking family!"

He turned himself around with his back facing me now. "I fucking hate this family so much." I just stared at him. I didn't have much to say because there wasn't any point on saying anything. He always did say these things and everytime he said those words it always hurt. Everything he said always hurt.

If I asked one of the burning questions in my head the answer would always hurt more. If I told him to stop or not say that he wouldn't care at all. There was no win to anything I could possibly say.

I then placed my hand on his hair gently playing with it. His black hair felt soft under my hands and I liked that. There truly wasn't anything wrong with his appearance. A cunning and handsome man he really is.

I felt as sadness came over me. I definitely wasn't like that, not anymore at least. Reich was able to keep up with his looks while I couldn't. I really did wear myself down.