₩Ⱨ₳₮ ₴₮₳Ɽ₮ɆĐ ł₮ ₳ⱠⱠ /₵ØɄ₦₮ⱤɎⱧɄ₥₳₦₴/

Part 79

Idk why I spent like 30 minutes looking at car interiors for this chapter. I manly did it to find out if windows went up or not and from my findings and operations I say no. Then again I maybe wrong but who cares. Anyways I hope that you enjoy chapter 79.
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Soviet's POV

Rain pounded on the roof of the off car as I just sat there staring out of the windshield. The white hospital was right in my view.

I didn't feel much really. I still felt nothing. Well that wouldn't be entirely true, I felt something. I felt a sense of regret and disappointment in myself. It was a good thing I was stopped and it probably also was a good thing that I was kicked out of the hospital room.

Truth be told I was kinda scared to have her in my arms again. Would I try killing her for a second time? I didn't want to have that thought really.

Honestly I was surprised that I wasn't kicked out of the hospital. I attempted to murder a newborn, I feel like I should have been but no I was just kicked out of the room..... For a day.

To think of it that doesn't sound right at all. Only a day the staff had told me. Definitely doesn't seem right at all.

Was it because I'm a representation? It probably was. I wonder why people like me always got away with shitty things. Maybe that's why Reich gets away with everything he does. It makes my skin crawl at the thought. It truly was easy to get away with anything.

I leand forward and placed my forehead on the steering wheel. I didn't know what to do really. I didn't want to go home because I was just going to be bored. I didn't know what to do outside of the house because I'm rarely outside of it anyways. All I ever did was take care of the kids, the kids that were inside of the hospital room that I can't walk into.

Even if they weren't in there I don't think I would even want to be around them. I didn't want to hurt them or even think about it. I just tried to hurt one so how do I know that I won't do it again.

I sat up again and went through my pockets for something. Either a cigar or a cigarette, I would be fine with either.

I took out a lighter and I guess a cigarette and put the roll of toxic chemicals in between my lips. However I realized that I couldn't do what I wanted to do.

If I did decide to smoke in the car then the car would just get full of smoke. Reich would definitely not be happy with that. I really really wished windows would just go up and down. My life would be way better if it did.

"Stupid piece of glass." I said under my breath before looking around at my surroundings. From where I was I saw a good enough place for me to do my business so I opened the car door and stepped out into the rain.

I locked the car and made my way over to the place that I saw. Once I did I got sheltered from the rain and it beated down on the little awning above me.

It was a bit cold outside because of how gloomy and dark the day was. I didn't mind it though. I thought that the atmosphere was kinda relaxing. I smiled a bit to myself as I lit my cigarette and placed it in between my lips.

It was nice being alone for once. I didn't have a kid that needed my attention or my husband yelling my ear off. I felt good for once.

Actually felt calm.

Reich's POV

"Can you actually shut up now." I said while glaring at it. "₩Ⱨ₳₮ ł ₩₳₴ JɄ₴₮ ₮ⱤɎł₦₲ ₮Ø ₲łVɆ ɎØɄ ₴Ø₥Ɇ ₵Ø₥₱₳₦Ɏ." I groaned. "Well your horrible at giving it. It's head titled a bit to the side. "ł ₩₳₴ JɄ₴₮ ₴₳Ɏł₦₲ ₮Ⱨ₳₮ ₩Ɇ ₴ⱧØɄⱠĐ ₱ⱤØ₱Ø₴Ɇ ØɄⱤ łĐɆ₳." I shook my head. "My idea not our idea."

I truly did hate that thing, I really did. All it ever did was annoy me and refer to my actions as our actions. We really weren't the same person that is if you could even call that thing a person.

"ĐØ₦'₮ ₩Ɇ ₩₳₦₮ ₮Ø ₮₳₭Ɇ Ⱨł₴ Ⱡ₳₦Đ ₮ⱧØɄ₲Ⱨ? ⱧɆ'₴ JɄ₴₮ ĐɆ₴₮ⱤØɎł₦₲ ł₮, ₩Ɇ ₵₳₦ ₴₳VɆ ł₮." though for some reason it always knew what enlightened me. "Yes but I'm not planning on it anytime soon. I still have the fucking Brit in my way." I don't know why he wouldn't just surrender already. I already took his little wife and I can only imagine how much he wanted to see her. If he wanted to so bad why won't he join her?

"₩ɆⱠⱠ ₳ⱤɆ ₩Ɇ JɄ₴₮ ₲Øł₦₲ ₮Ø ₱Ʉ₮ ₮ⱧɆ ₩₳Ɽ Ø₦ ₳ Ⱨ₳Ⱡ₮? ł ĐØ₦'₮ ₮Ⱨł₦₭ ₴ØØØØØ." it flouted in the air and bit and went right upside down. It's glowing red eyes piercing into my soul.

"No it won't just come to a halt." it nodded it's head a bit. "ɆӾ₳₵₮ⱠɎ ₮Ⱨ₳₮'₴ ₩ⱧɎ ₩Ɇ ₴ⱧØɄⱠĐ ₱ⱤØ₱Ø₴Ɇ Ø₱ɆⱤ₳₮łØ₦ ฿₳Ɽ฿₳ⱤØ₴₴₳ ₮Ø ₮ⱧɆ ₣üⱧⱤɆⱤ ł₦₴₮Ɇ₳Đ Ø₣ ₭ɆɆ₱ł₦₲ ł₮ ł₦ ØɄⱤ ฿ɆĐ₴łĐɆ ₮₳฿ⱠɆ ₮Ø ₴ł₮ ₮ⱧɆⱤɆ."

Operation Barbarossa. It was a plan that I had made up a year or two ago. It was just a thought and even if I was going to show it to the Führer then it would definitely be a few years before I even did. Or well until I got Europe firmly under my control which would mean I would also have the UK aswell.

The thing was right though. What happens if the UK won't surrender as easily as I though. If that does happen maybe I would have to look to the east.

"I think you need to shut up now." I said while sinking into the hospital bed. I closed my eyes and slowly the static sounds that came off of it slowly disappeared which ment it had left. The only thing I could pretty much hear now was the sounds of the rain tapping on the window.

No matter how annoying it was sometimes it made very true points.

Maybe I should show it to the Führer if things don't work as it should.

4/4

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Okay so first off Marry Christmas for people that do celibate Christmas. Since it's Christmas (well tomorrow it is for me) I made a Christmas thing that I will post tomorrow. I don't know where I was going with this but whatever, I'm just saying.

Anyways I hope that you have a good day/morning/night or whatever time you are reading this.

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