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Part 84

I'm kinda excited to write the next chapter. When you all read it I don't really know how you all will feel but I'm just gonna say you all will be happy for rn. Anyways I hope that you enjoy chapter 84
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Soviet's POV

March, 1941

I stared out of the window gripping the phone in my hand harder. "... And why would I believe you?" he man on the other line let out a sigh. "You can believe whatever you want to but I'm telling you Soviet he's gonna do something to you." I could just feel eyes burning into the back of my skull.

It's like he knew exactly what was happening.

"All I have to say is just look at your border." it was quiet for a few seconds before he started to speak again. "I hope you make the right choice Soviet. Well anyways I should go now. Have a nice day." then the line cut and I placed the phone down on the stand.

Why would I even want to believe him? I liked to think that none of it was true, like it didn't even happen. I do that a bit to much.

I then felt a hand rest ontop of mine, taking my hand off of the phone. "Your not going to pick it up again okay." I nodded my head slightly. I didn't want to pick it up again anyways if I was being told things like that. When I couldn't figure out what was true and what was a lie.

What was true and what was false? What was reality and what was fantasy? What was wrong and what was right? I didn't really know anymore. Why was everything so blurred now?

It seemed like nothing would go right anymore. Reich would barely even look at me anymore. He would give me a look of pure hatred and even disgust. GDR barley listens to me anymore and he would only ever listen to Reich.

He said some things to me he probably shouldn't have said to me.

It's not just me to. GDR didn't get along with Russia anymore and said some nasty things to him. Belarus is barley half a year old and he's already giving her a look that shows that he doesn't like her even in his presence. When I walk into the twins bedroom GDR's side of the room is filled with Nazi propaganda and shit. Pictures, posters, and even a flag hung up on his side of the room. I soon found out that was the flag of the Hitler Youth they called it.

GDR always acted pretty mature for his age. So much so that he acted 2x his age. He's going to be 6 in a few months, why is he acting like that? How was he even understand the things that was being put in front of him during his class?

FRG couldn't understand it so then how could GDR understand it? Their both the same exact age, FRG being a few minutes older then his brother.

When people say that a little kid would believe anything that is put in front of them they weren't lying.

Whatever bullshit this teacher was teaching my son he was believing. Now GDR isn't acting as he should and not listening to any word I say to him and his side of the room looks like Reich's office, a patriotic mess.

GDR was just becoming more and more like Reich everyday. It was like he was a mini replica of him.

Reich didn't help GDR's behavior either. In fact he encouraged his behavior. What would Reich do if GDR wasn't listening to anything I said? He wouldn't give a fuck and let it happen.

Reich just continued being the dickhead he is. GDR is becoming this entirely other person. Russia won't speak and just sits on the couch all day staring up at the ceiling. FRG..... FRG just tried to make people laugh and have fun especially for his older brother. Belarus was to young to figure what she would do but she was someone that gave me a reason to do something along with my other kids.

I looked down at the ring of my hands as I played with it. I sat on the bed quietly like I usually did before going to sleep, that is if I ever went to sleep.

The gold ring was still incredibly shinny. I made sure I took care of it. Reich on the other hand didn't. I'm sure it was on his side table collecting dust and losing its shine.

I guess it showed our love for each other.

My eyes started tearing up at that thought. Reich and this family is really the only thing I have in my life. My brother what's nothing to do with me. I haven't heard from PRC and ROC in a very long time. I mean in Asia it's not really great like Europe and parts of Africa. The same goes for FI and JE.

This year me and Reich would have been married for 10 years. Half of that though felt like pain, sadness, and slamming your head against the wall for a million times.

I didn't want to believe that Reich didn't love me anymore. I've been with him for so long and had 4 kid's with him. Each birth being a lot less happy going through the years but it was something. I didn't want to throw away 10+ years of my life. I didn't even want to try to because I know it would be one of the hardest I could possibly do.

I let out a sigh and closed my eyes. Everything will be fine. Everything will always end up being fine.

I just have to wait a little bit longer.

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Yeah exactly Soviet you just got to wait for a bit longer and things will play out exactly how you want them to. It will totally happen :)

Anyways I hope that you have a good day/morning/night or whatever time you are reading this.

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