four words [the fangirl ii - a.i]

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     Slow dance. I haven't experienced it. It was like letting love to invade your life, your heart and I tried to keep it together inside. He was holding my back and it gave me shivers down to my spine that caused my grip to his hand and to his shoulder got a little tighter.

     "You okay?" he loosen his grip, "did I hold you so tight?" he asked but I kept my face down. I was wearing a dress which he insisted that I should get and wear it tonight. I thought they were going home but it was tomorrow and here we were at the beach. Slow dancing. Yet again, a new kind of feeling.

A S H T O N

     I was afraid that I might have held her tight so we stopped dancing and took her out from the crowd to walk by the beach.

     By the moment she unlocked her hand from mine, suddenly everything were in slow motion. Her footsteps towards the water and her beautiful laughs and smiles that even in dark I could see. She stomp at the water and it was like the splash that I got on my toes made everything back to normal again.

     "Ashton," she called me out. Her hands were stretched out, waiting for me to hold them. "Come, the sunset's about to start."

     The sunset's about to start. Yeah, maybe there's always a beginning everytime something came to an end.

     I couldn't remember when we held our hands but I was sure as hell when I grasp hers, I knew it all too well.

     Our feet was welcomed by the waves. We walked to the ocean until the water reached our knees. Watching the sunset and just let our souls screamed out in silence. The last time we watched the sunset, I left her. This time and I've never been so sure. I won't leave her.

     I tried to chase her hips and pulled her in but she pushed me away instead tugged me at her sides. "I love it more when you does this kind of hugs." she said looking up at me. This time her arms was on my back that caused my arm stocked from her sides and I couldn't move.

     I kissed her head instead.

      "You think we're gonna make it?" she asked. Her voice sounded hurt and hopeful at the same time. I adjusted and hugged her, "I mean, I'm not so sure and you too."

     "We're just starting over." I replied.