four words [the fangirl ii - a.i]

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"Have you seen the people who bought SOUNDS GOOD FEELS GOOD albums and vinyls?!" I shouted after we went to DMC and checked on Instagram, "AND WE ARE CURRENTLY NUMBER ONE AT TEN COUNTRIESSSS!!!"

C H R I S W E S L E Y
( S a r a h ' s B r o t h e r )

"You can't just ran away then come back with a ring on your finger! What were you thinking Sarah Antoinette Wesley?!" I shouted, I shouted as loud as I could because she ran away without notice then one day, after two and a half years, she called mom, dad and me from our respective mobiles. I couldn't take it. I couldn't forgive her even though after she revived my parents' trust she called them everyday, and me but I won't pick up.

Today, she came home, mom told me to come but how could I face her without even yelling at her or scolding her? It's been half the year, I know, but how can she do that? Why did she do that? Our parents have been nice and gave her everything, just basically gave us everything what we needed. They are strict, I know but it was for our own good.

     "I can't believe you disagree on this!," she shouted at the end of the line, "you're supposed to be the first person to support me on this because you knew, you knew what I've been through from my last relationship except from those two friends I have." her shouting turned into whisper to silent crying then to sobbing.

     "How could I support you on this Sarah? You have broken the trust I gave you. You knew how fragile trust is. You shouldn't have done this. Tomorrow, maybe tomorrow I will wake up and forgive you." I said and she ended the call. She probably pressed the red button before I could.

     The next morning we were talking, shouting perhaps, over the phone, again. Because today, she told me she was getting married and 'the guy' proposed to her. "Marriage?! How can you talk about marriage when you can't even make good decisions and house chores?! Tell me," I shouted. It was the worst things I have ever told her. She wouldn't tell me who the guys was. She kept saying about "the guy".

     "His parents taught me so. I know how to wash the clothes, how to wash the dishes, probably how to clean the house because I clean my room.," she answered calmly, as if she was thinking, "What else, I know how to iron the clothes too and to do a book shelves from unused wood boxes."

     "Tell me about life decisions then." I asked, finally calmed down as she was.

     We were like having a competition, winner's gonna be the last one standing and still have either questions or answers to throw. "Running away, without assurance, what would might happen in life. That was the biggest life decision I have made and you have no authority to step a foot in it. Know why? Its my life."

     "I am your brother! Of course I have the authority and RESPONSIBILITY to check on you where on earth you are! It was two years and a half Antoinette if you have forgotten!" I just wanted to end this. "I just want to make sure where was my little sister was, was she safe?! Was she murdered?! Because hell, we didn't have any news from you neither of your friends, neither Ace and Sam and your schoolmates! You were the gone girl Sarah, you were! So don't you blame me on th-"

     "It was Ashton Irwin." She says flatly. And it was probably cold. I got a chill at the back of my spine. "What did you say?"

     "You heard it, Ashton Irwin, 5 Seconds of Summer drummer, 21 years old today. Originally from Sydney, Australia. We were there. I met his family. They were so nice." She said.