four words [the fangirl ii - a.i]

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I let her sleep like that not until she was woken up by the boys' giggling and laughing and camera's flashing. I did wake up too because of it.

We both sat up, both taking away morning stars at our eyes and both of our foreheads pushed against one another. I was holding her back to stop her body from falling backwards because I was sure enough that she had hangover because her eyes weren't as happy as they supposed to be everytime she wakes up beside me. She would smile at me or brush my curls with her hands or would hug me tighter that would wake me up.

It felt like soulmate. Doing the same things, at perfect timing, at the perfect second, perfect movements, mirroring like you know one another all too well. Maybe it wasn't the perfect time but with the right person.

"What are you doing?" I asked but they had no plan on telling me and kept smirking and reading through their eyes and lip syncing but I was really sure it was something about the camera and us, Sarah and I.

I looked at her and she was just staring at them. She usually would run up to them but today she just stared at them, trying to stop from what they were about to do. "Babe, hangover?" I asked her.

She looked at me, face to face and our lips were just an inch away. I put a peck of kiss at hers, "Good morning," I said then she put her chin at my left shoulder along with her arms around me. And I did the same tight hug I gave her last night which I assume she wouldn't remember.

I didn't mind the boys anymore, I think we were getting used to them around and doing foolish things and besides they won't upload that photo--- I was cut off from a notification from my cellphone.

Raven Morxielle, Lea Marie White, Celina Smith likes your photo and 1,021 others.

God, I was just thinking that they won't but they did. Well atleast they weren't bothered about this relationship anymore. Its about time, the Acacia incident was two years ago now.

Another notification,

Bea Omiel, Samantha Peters, Gemiemah Heathers commented on your photo and 1,994 others.

I shut it off and hugged her back. "Babe huh?" She said, I could feel her chin smiled too. "So we have codenames now."

"You don't like?" I asked.

"Its cute."

"Then there's no problem."

"Its the codename I always wanted. But my ex didn't want it." She brought up an ex boyfriend now. She's slowly introducing herself. After three years, I don't need to know her past relationships though but it was still a part of her. Its what made her today, why she's like this and that. She twisted her forehead to my neck, she was facing the window now and digging her face to my neck. It tickles.

"I want it today so don't stress out. You want coffee?" I asked looking down at her. She was wool gathering. I poked her nose with mine because it was just inches away. I was beaten up with her hand that seemed like had no energy. I stopped her and caught her arms and with self willingness she hugged me and tucked her head from my neck. Its her new favorite thing, I could say.

"Its silent." She stated.

"I am aware of that." I replied and we both stared at the foggy morning of America. I was glad the hotel they have chosen was full of trees at the back a.k.a the parking lot.

"Sorry about last night." She said and did her hug tighter like she was scared.

I didn't say a thing instead I closed my eyes and searched for her nose. Once I found it I caress it with mine slowly but surely in a couple of seconds and she did the same.

She broken off.

I opened my eyes and I found her in front of me. Staring, then she grabbed my face, squished it. Then wiggled and hug me from my neck.

Then she sat in front of me, at the bed. Smiling like her head doesn't hurt as hell.

God, she's beautiful. I want all of her. I crawled towards her and she lied down. "We're not doing it." She said, giggling. Probably mocking.

"I wasn't thinking about doing it. I was thinking about kissing you that you might run out of breath." I said.

She cupped her mouth then her face but she peeked at the holes between her fingers. I couldn't stop smiling and giggling. She replied, "Its like.... Its the same thing."

"Its not," I said seductively funny because I knew she wouldn't be able to handle it. But I caught her lips and let it go immediately to see if she would protest.

She didn't and I let her sit and hug her so tight instead. A promise is a promise. Its a sacred thing to do, when you do it, your body collides, it becomes one as well as your souls. All of you becomes one.

"Coffeeeeee!" Calum shouted from the door and we prepared ourselves for brunch.

She stood up and stopped in thunder-lights. She looked back at me with her mouth in O shape with her eyes wide open that sharpen her grey eyes even clearer.

She hugged herself and stayed away from me, walking backwards, realizing that she was wearing my shirt and the same shorts that she was wearing yesterday.

"I had no choice. I didn't do anything. I'd see them anyway when we get married. Haha." I said that made her run around the room.

I chased after her. She was now behind the chairs at the kitchen. "No!" She shouted, cupping her face with both of her hands.

I took a step forward. "Don't you dare move!" She shouted. It was hilarious to think that she was too embarrassed that I've seen her body, like really, she's too cute.

"Alright, stop. You. Don't move." I told her with a hand gestures but she ran as fast as she could behind the couch where Michael, Calum and Luke were eating and watching television.

She suddenly sat down behind the couch and said, "Alright just don't come closer. I'm still trying to calm myself down." I could hear her breathing from where I was standing.

1 2 3... Inhale

1 2 3... Exhale and she constantly breathe like that.

I did as what she said. I didn't come closer. I took the brunch that the boys have brought. Pizza would never be absent at the menu, coffee, burger and fries. Fastfood to be short. Then I sat at the floor too along with the food and joined the boys watching The Fast and the Furious 6. RIP Paul Walker.

After a mere two minutes she went out behind the couch and took a fries. She hugged her knees and put them inside the shirt that she was wearing, my shirt. She was leaning at my sides. I looked down at her, "I didn't have a choice," I whispered, "you were sweating out. I had to change your clothes. Sorry." I said and kissed her head.

She just sighed.

"Sarah?," I called her. She hummed, the thing that she adopted from me that I was annoyed about. She sat straight and pulled her legs out from the shirt and did an indian sit. "I love you. Goodmorning."

She smiled. "Good morning."

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"If you want to see a beautiful smile, tell her I love you instead of you're beautiful."

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