four words [the fangirl ii - a.i]

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It wasn't that bad. After all what we wanted was marriage. Proof that no matter what happens we were unbreakable. Unseparable.

With this piece of paper and the love we were holding on to each other even if it was her and I against the world, I got a good feeling that we will be okay. Even we still had no idea where we were going, we will be alright because after all these things, look at where we were.

We've made it this far and people who didn't know what we did last night doesn't matter because only people who believes in love were invited to the place where no one knows our names.

I held her tight, from behind and I saw a red stain from the sheets. I slowly checked the bed covers and the sheets. Looking for where it started. It lead to her behind.

I went in the bathroom and gurgled water then brushed my teeth. After I wash my face too I prepared her warm bath and towel.

I went over the bed to wake her up. I went to the other side to see her face to face. I looked at her, I looked at my wife. God, it felt so good to think that she was my wife.

She crunched her nose. An instinct that she knew someone was staring. She lied down with her back. I looked for her hands and kissed it. "Wake up babe."

She looked at me, to her sides then when she closed her eyes to blink I kissed her without warning. She kissed back then I felt her smiling. "Good morning.," I said and continued talking. "You have to get changed. Your period came today."

"What? Oh no... no... no..." she said as she immediately stood up and went in the bathroom.

"I could buy you ice cream. You want?" I asked and she said yes, hearing that she was smiling.

"I still can't believe that my period came today," she said as she hug her bedsheets to her chest. "Right after the wedding."

"It cleanses your body and helps to circulate your blood. Its good. Do you get stomach cramps that bad?" I said hoping that she won't get mad.

"Your guts feels like its getting ripped out from you. Something like that." She explained and raised her right brow and walked away towards the laundry room but I could hear that she's a bit annoyed.

Her mom came out from the back door and greeted us both good morning with a big smile plastered on her still pretty face. "Good morning Mrs. Wesley." I replied and she continued walking, I did too and approached Sarah.

She started pulling a hose and put it at the washing machine. She tiptoed to look at the cabinet above and grabbed a large pack of powder. Pouring a small amount of it she put the bed sheets and spin it to 6.

"What do you want to eat?" She asked, walking ahead of me.

I grabbed her arm that made her spin around. I said, "We are not going to fight on our first day of being married. Let's go get some breakfast outside."

I ran to her room and took her slippers and put my shoes on too, as well as the key and my wallet. I heard her complaining and her voice rises as she gets closer. "-and I am in my pajamas, I haven't taken a shower. How am I supposed to go outside?"

"We will eat outside, not modelling. Now put these slippers on." I said and waited for her to wear them and in a moment we were in my car.

We were silent. Just the static sound coming from the radio was the only sound you could hear.

Then suddenly, "Its Lukas! Its Hemmo!" She was surprised and she wishes to stop but I couldn't because it was a go signal and we were in the middle of the road.

"Where did they sleep by the way? Last night?" She was still following Luke's direction and seemed very curious about his well being because she even kneel on the seat and her mouth was barely opened.

"By the church."

"What?!"

"Kidding. They probably went straight at the hotel of course."

A moment of silence, a mere three or five minutes then she spoken, "I'd like to look good for you." She sat properly, her both hands on her lap and playing with her fingers.

I disengaged my other hand to the wheel to hold hers. She looked up at me. "You should feel and like to look good for yourself, not for anyone else." I kissed her hand.

"Your lives are a rolling to a camera, a never ending movie for the world and any little things," she was starting to put forces on her words again. "ANY" she stopped short. "The media will always burst out and make it a big deal."

"I know its hard but if you keep doing things in front of them and if you keep real and genuine and interesting, maybe... Maybe it'll be the other way around." I held her hand tighter. "But as long as you have me and as long as I have you. I've got no problem. Whether you have make up on or in pajamas or in dressed or gown."

"I can cope with it as long as you're here with me."

After that we ate somewhere that people barely go. We talked about a lot of things since she's a woman of a lot to say. We laughed and made forget that she had a cramp and period.

Then I dropped her home. I said my farewell to her family after talking about whatnot of the marriage.

I drove by the hotel for almost two hours and came at four in the afternoon.

"Hi Ashton Irwin." She smiled to her ears. How could I resist to smile back at that? Well, it was just a smile.

"Hey there Bryana Holly." I said and we shook hands.