four words [the fangirl ii - a.i]

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The dinner was done and they were all inside except Ace and I. I wanted to talk to him so I led him by the porch.

He started crying. "What are you crying about?" I asked.

"Nothing," he said, laughing in between crying, "I am just happy for you. You know?" he said and that just made him cry even harder.

"Oh, Ace. You aren't going to be alone." I said and hugged him. He hugged back, tighter than the usual hugs he has given. I knew that's what he was afraid of. "Ashton and I won't settle down too early so I probably will be in this house. We still need income for the future." I was rubbing his back to ease a little pain, "I'll bring you over next to our house if necessary. I'll buy you a house next to ours."

He broken off from the hug wiping away his tears. "No, its not necessary. And besides I could afford a house Antoinette." he said pinching my nose.

It hurts looking at him like this, helpless in every way. "You will never loose me Ace. I will always be your first Antoinette." I said and tiptoed to mess his hair.

After the dramatic breakdown we sat there just talking about life for an hour. I know I won't be by his side 24 hours but I will always have his back no matter what.

"Sarah?" my father called. He had an alarming tone. Both Ace and I stood up and went inside. He said he had to go too, because he has a meeting tomorrow morning and it was already midnight. He said his farewell to my family and Ashton.

"Man," Ace said as he bro hug Ashton, "You should stop being jealous about me. She was crazy about you, and I don't want to tell you how but she is and she will always be head over heels for you." They both smiled and bro hugged again.

"My nerves won't settle because let's say the truth. You are goddamn handsome Ace. More gorgeous than the rest of the band to be honest. Right?" Ashton said and looked at me, asking.

"I can't lie." I said as I shrug. Ace looked at me and shook his head, smiling. He could be a model if he pursue to be one. Broad shoulders, charming smile and have an innocent face.

Finally, he was about to say his goodbye but I shushed him with my finger and said, "Nope. No goodbyes. Right? I want you to be here tomorrow, no matter what happens you should be here. It is necessary."

They were all settling to sleep and Samantha went home with Ace, too. He said its already dark out and he'd be in peace if he knew Sam went home safely. As if we won't be taking her home, what a jerk. What was he thinking? We would let her walk down the street alone?

I saw my father was preparing for sleep too and I asked, "Dad!," he turned back loosening his tie, "Thought you had something to say?"

He walk towards me and said, "Its okay to hold the door for you, any kind of doors. Its okay if he serves the wine for you, he'd be pleased to do it. And its okay to carry your bags. Okay? Just remember that." with that he kissed my forehead and went to bed.

My dad was weird.

A C E

When I realized there was no one waiting for me at home it made me really sad. I spent all my life on the Wesley's, after I found where and who adopted her. I spent the day with them and sometimes the night after my parents died.

Honestly, things that just happened hasn't sinking in to me. I always thought right after my break up four years ago with a three years relationship with Lilia, that maybe Sarah and I were meant to be. We were found together, we grew up together and I thought we will have a family together, too. I was wrong. Always am when it comes to her. Everything has always been a blur between us.