A Tangle of Hurt and Happiness - A collection of poetry

I Love a Boy

You're such a pretty girl.
Blonde hair, blue eyes, and a smile that's worth the world.
In my thoughts, you spin and twirl,
Leaving my mind a messy whirl.


I plead for you to stop
Roaming my thoughts.
Because you're enough to make him happy,
And I'm just not.


And you're just so lovely,
That, in comparison, I feel ugly.
He must feel so lucky,
To be with a girl like you, honey.


I'm just so envious.
Isn't it so obvious?
My balance is precarious,
I think I'm gonna fall.


Your beauty is too much,
And I'm just not enough.
For him, my heart refuses to budge.
But the fact that it would be you, I always had a hunch.


I love a boy who loves a girl,
And so I love her too.
In my mind, such a fucked up, messy whirl,
The two of you twirl.