A Tangle of Hurt and Happiness - A collection of poetry

Summer Crush

I want to have a summer crush.
I kinda miss the "first few butterflies" rush.
I want a new reason to blush.
Oh, I want a summer crush.

I saw someone who looked like him.
But I'll pretend I didn't cause I can't let him in.
This person looked like him when he was younger.
And sometimes, for the old him is who I hunger.

I want to have a summer crush.
The simple feelings that only ever make you blush.
I miss those feelings so goddamn much.
Oh, I want a summer crush.

I saw the most beautiful girl I'll ever know.
She looked like she'd be there whenever my heart was low.
She was pretty and she was kind.
I just wish she could stick in my mind.

I want to have a summer crush.
I didn't ever want to feel this much.
I just wanted to share in that blissful rush.
Oh, I want a summer crush.

I saw a handsome guy at the pool.
He seemed far too fucking cool.
But he noticed me enough to seek me out online.
He may not be him, but that's what makes him divine.

I want to have a summer crush.
I miss the beginning rush.
I miss the way he made me blush.
I miss the time before I knew no one else would ever be enough.