Part Of Your World: Book 1 in the Adopted by the SACCONEJOLYs series

2- Where it all began

Erin's POV
My life is a crazy but awesome roller coaster of a journey and I'm going to share it with you how it all began.
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02/03/14
Erin's POV
I laid on my bed crying my eyes out. My head was buried into my pillow.
I had just messed up my future. The one place I felt like was my home wasn't anymore. I will never feel like home again especially here at the care home.
My care-worker Kiera was sitting on my bed with her hand on my shoulder.
"There there, Erin it will get better." She said softly.
"Go away!" I mumbled.
"Sorry, I will give you some space, I will tell the others" she said and fled out my room.
All the other kids were outside my door giggling and gossiping.
"Come on guys, downstairs house meeting" Kiera said to the others. I could hear her outside my bedroom door.
All the kids ran downstairs to leave me alone.
I looked at the photo that was on my bed side table in a frame that said family. It was a picture of the family that was going to adopt me. It went wrong and it was all my fault. It was going so well until I had to get mad at them. I'm such a failure at life.
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Flash back
{A- Alice(Erin's foster mum) D- Darren(Erin's foster dad) E- Erin}
A- Erin we have been keeping a secret from you for a couple of months now
E- WHAT! IVE BEEN LIVING WITH YOU FOR TWO MONTHS AND YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD TELL ME EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON IN OUR LIVES AND YOU LIED!
D- We are sorry Erin, we thought you would be happy
E- HAPPY ABOUT YOU TO KEEPING A SECRET FROM ME OF COURSE IM HAPPY(!)
D- No we thought you would be happy that....
A- that I'm pregnant!
E- WOW SO YOU ARE PLANING TO IGNORE ME OR NEGLECT ME OR SOMETHING AND LOOK AFTER THE BABY INSTEAD!
D- No way Erin why would we do that to our daughter!
E- DAUGHTER! PSSTTT AS IF!
A- please don't do this Erin. We love you lots.
E- WELL I DONT LOVE YOU! I BET YOU WILL TAKE ME BACK TO THE CARE HOME. IM NOT STUPID!
D- I guess it's our only option
A- Darren! We wanted a big sister for little Joey!
E- SO YOU KEPT ANOTHER SECRET FROM ME! THAT THE BABY IS A BOY WOW!
A- we are sorry we are going to take you back to the care home.
D- pack your stuff.
E- FINE!
End of flashback
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I made a right mess of my life. My future. Gone. I know I will never be able to be fostered again. If I get another fostering opportunity I won't take it. I will just mess up my life even more than I already have. However I would like a proper family. Yeah. That would be good. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
End of this chapter
Hope you enjoyed it
See you in the next chapter...........