KNA(Re-Published Version)

FIFTY SEVEN

Bea's POV

Noong una sabi ko hindi lang materyal na bagay ang nakapag papasaya sa isang tao...na hindi lang luho at materyal na gamit ang kukumpleto sa isang tao..kasi minsan yung bagay na lubos na makakapag pasaya satin e yung mga hindi mabibili ng kahit anong salapi..

Ngayon..nasa point ako ng buhay ko na parang pakiramdam ko ako na yung pinaka maswerte..well its been 9 months 8 days and 4 hours since dumating ako dito sa America...para tanggapin ang offer sakin na magtrabaho dito..

Tama si Mommy..pag pala nasa harap mo na yung pangarap mo parang wala ng mas sasaya pa...pero sa totoo lang..kung titimbangin..ko..mas matimbang pa din ang kaligayahan ko bilang ina at asawa..

Napakabait ng asawa ko para hayaan niya ako na ituloy ang pangarap kong ito...kahit kapalit yung hirap na magkalayo kami..

Kasalukuyan akong andito.sa isang studip sa America...para sa isang interview..Well sabihin na nating pinalad ako ba makilalla dito sa kabila ng sandali pa lang na panahon...

Host: hello ms. Beanca..its nice to meet the first Filipina..Top Most Designer..

Bea: same here...thank you by the way for having me here..

Host: so now..as we all know you are one of the most talk about designer
..what do you feel about it....and please let me ask you...how did you know that being a designer is your passion..?

Bea: well..actually..i still cant believe..it feels like im dreaming.
How did i know that its my passion?.
I think i was five years old when my Mom left us to work in Canada.she's a designer too.....then there comes a time that we came to visit her..it was our vacation in school that time..I saw my Mom's creation..then its started everything....it feels like it awakens my talent to draw just like my Mom...

Host: many of your followers..including me.actually..were.wondering...If you are in a romantic relationship with someone...?or do you even have time...because of hectic scheds and non stop commitments?

*walang nakakaalam dito nag kasal na ako..bukod sa Boss ko.....

Bea: well actually.. i am already married..

*dinig ko ang gulat nila..

Host: really..

Bea: Yes..i am already married...i left my husband and our 3 year old daughter in the Philippines..

Host: ohhh.....so what makes you decide to accept the offer..

Bea: honestly..i was about to turn down the offer..i am willing to give up my dream to be the top most designer and stay with my family..i am just beginning my new chapter of life when this offer came into the picture.

But my husband insisted and told me to accept the offer..He told me i have to grab this once in alifetime chance..he gave me my freedom to chase this dream of mine ..he supported me all the way he could possibly can..even if it means we have to sacrifice being away from each other...he let me go at let me find the fulfillment of my dream..

And now..here i am..this success..this fame i have.. its all for them..Before i remember..i think i was at my teen age years...i tild myself..once i became the top most designer i will be the happiest...but you know what..people really do change...you know sitting here in front of you...facing the camera...feeling the limelight..makes me happy..its an achievement...But it doesnt make me the happiest...Because i am sure...being with my child and the one i love will make me...

So i wanna grab this opportunity to personally announce that i am going back to the place where my happiness is...i already fulfilled my dream..i make a lot of people here happy i guess...so i think its about time..to go home..

Host: so your saying that your leaving?

Bea: leaving doesn't mean thing will end..it means..there's a new beginning..

Thanks to all who supported me..who loved the creations i made..i would be forever grateful..that once in my life i have been here..

*sa totoo lang pakiramdam ko ito na yung pinakatamang desisyon na nagawa ko sa buong buhay ko..ayaw man akong payagan ng Boss ko..pero alam.nya na wala dito ang lubos na ikakaligaya ko...

For sure hindi naman madidisappoint si Ate..kasi inabot ko ang pangarap ko..na makilala ang talento ko..kaya dahil naabot ko na ang pangarap ko..aabutin ko naman yung pangarap namin ni Jake..

Wala silang lahat alam sa plano ko...pero for sure maiintindihan nila ang desisyon ko..kaya kahit konting pang hihinayang wala akong maramdaman..kasi masaya ako sa landas na pinili ko..

Isang masigabong palakpakan ang binigay sakin..kaya nagpasalamat ako sa kanila ng buong puso..

Just weeks after i finalized everything...here i am...sa harap ng aming bahay...medyo tahimik...surprise itong uwi ko...wala silang alam na uuwi ako ngayon...tahimik lang sila Manong na pinakuha ko ng bagahe..nakangiti pa nila akong sinalubong sabi ko nga wag maingay para masurprise sina Mommy..

Dahan dahan akong nagbukas ng pinto..pero ako ang nabigla nung sumabog ang confetti at nakita ko ang isang malaking banner..

WELCOME HOME.....

sigaw pa nila..kumpleto ang cast..my family on Mom and Dad's sise...my inlaws...my daughter na karga ko...at ang asawa kong todo ngiti habang nakatingin sakin..

Bea: ang daya...pano nyo nalaman..

Mommy: napanood namin ang interview mo..at anak you made us all proud...me and your Dad..we are very very proud of what you have become..

Daddy: at gaya ng dati...andito pa din kami sa likod mo..para suportahan ka sa desisyong pinili mo..hindi ba?

*tanong ni Daddy sabay sabay naman sumagot ang pamilya ko..

JMOM: welcome home anak..

Bea: thank you Mommy..

Jmom: my son is the happiest that finally you are back..

*napangiti naman ako..tapos tumingin ako sa asawa ko na nakalahad na ang dalawang braso kaya yumakap ako sa kanya... being enveloped in his arms..isa lang ang pakiramdam ko.. i am home...wala na akong mahihiling pa..

Jake: i missed you so much Love..

Bea: i missed you too Gah...kayo ni Baby..

*ngumiti naman siya at hinagkan ang labi ko...pero smack lang kasi andaming tao..saka andito si Pia at karga ko na kiniss naman ako sa pisngi..

Dumiretso na kami sa dining area..parang fiesta ang daming pagkain...panay favorite ko pa..

Mommy: so anak..what makes you decide na iwan ang lahat.?lagi mo naman nakakausap kaming lahat..tapos diba kakadalaw lang sayo ni Jake two months ago?

*napangiti naman ako...kasi ito talaga surprise ko sa lahat..si Jake nga kasi dumalaw sakin..saktong may business transaction siya nun..kaya time na namin para magkita...kaya...alam na....kalokohan naman nitong asawa ko..second honeymoon na daw yun..

Bea: well aside po sa alam ko na mas liligaya ako dito..uhmmm..its because of this...

*sabi ko sabay haplos sa aking tiyan...kita ko naman ang gulat sa mga mata nila.....

To be continued.....