Hetalia Headcanons (Mostly OC's)

Something i should really get off my chest

Okay guys I'm really freaked out and sad all the time, right? Yeah. Well, a box can change your life more than you think.

Yes it seems strange that my life changed because of, all the things, a box.

And like, I found s picture of my family when I was about 11.

We were happy.

Mom was there.

My stepdad and stepsister were there and she was my only BFF.

My dad wasn't mad.

My youngest brother was holding a huge Nikon, pretending to photograph the picture.

I was holding my guitar, pausing midsong for the photo.

My stepdad was laughing, same as my dad.

My stepsister had the most freaked out face, she was reading and she heard a camera snap and she was like, 'AAAAH'

My mom was in the middle of popping a pimple.

My younger brother, the one that's in the middle, he was wearing a t-shirt.

And no scars were on his wrists. And he was smiling.

Our last name was written on the back of the paper, but the first time I saw that, I was like, "Who is this?"

And my 13 year old brother shrugged. "All I know was that I found it in the guest room."

So we went to the guest room and like it has a huge closet a bit the size of a small room. And like, it's legitimate the storage room.

See this is my uncle's old home so yeah.

There was a F'ing gun there.

From the time he used to take my younger brother and I shooting.

Which he does no more.

And YA KNOW WHAT ELSE I FOUND?!

I'll tell you: So you read that sad chapter about my aunt, right? Well FAck. It was a NOTE.

And thiswas all my fault and yeah. Well it didn't say that in the note but like if I hadn't been calling her and just being another annoying ass in her life she woildnt have done it.

O glob.

Before o was writing this, you won't believe what happened, my brother found his Scouts clothing, the one Dad used to wear to like idk 6th grade or shiz (I swear my thirteen year old brother is like 4'10 literally) and he started crying.

So I played him the piano.

And we made a tune okay?

Like it was the most inspiring thing ever, and my youngest brother, who actually has SLIGHT mental disability and has MILD anorexia (he's not self conscious but he eats LESS AND LESS because "It's hurts too much to eat knowing someone can't." omg my brothers are so good hearted, but ANYWAYS he came in, and he softly played my guitar, and it was HOPE for ME NOT TO KILL MYSELF and my THIRTEEN YEAR OLD BROTHER NOT TO SCAR HIMSELF and for OUR YOUNGEST BROTHER NOT TO GIVE UP HOPE.

And then like, my dad told us we were making too much noise and to shut up or we're grounded for 3 weeks.

Kill me.

But not you.

Because, let me tell you: You're like 12-17. Let's face it. The world wants to bring you down. You're its target. Let it reach you. Do it. Let it reach you,
But don't let it kill you.

And now, the song me and my brothers did:

"Life will bring you down,

But you gotta get back up,

Off those stupid, lazy knees,

And on your true warrior feet,

'Cause you know, that we ain't pretending

When we say, that this world is ending,

But we're gonna stay alive, we're gonna stay and fight,

We'll do this to the end,

'Cause you know that we must, fight for our rights,

Fighting for our lives, there's no way in hell that,

We'll lose again.

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Look on the bright side of the mirror,

See that beautiful self, whatever it is.

Know your body's not you, no that you is your mind,

Don't let it bring you tumbling down,

We'll fight even when we're blind!

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Never, ever let this world bring you down!

Never let this world, flip you around!

No matter the obstacles,

No matter all the pain and jolts of fury,

We ain't gonna let us break, we're already broken.

But,

We don't let our remains, just blow in the dust,

We don't let our pieces become useless,

'Cause we're fighting, and we must,

Never give up,

No matter the fail!

Your coaster can still be fixed,

If it derails!

Just tell me that you are not okay.

Then you will make my day.

I'll know someone just like me!

Just don't let this world bring you down,

And don't let it turn you 'round,

Not this time.

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I hope my own experiences will help you and I dedicate this song to everyone who has depression, but mostly a couple quotevians I know,

Lols Is A Person,

and

Hunger Games Fan.

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