Shin's Pov
Parties are not my thing, but I decided to come to this kind of party and escape for a while the duty of being an CEO. But, this party is boring.
'Tsss....'
Then all of the sudden my world has stopped, when I saw a familiar figure of a kid. 'Eros Kiel...?' I smiled secretly when I saw him again. And one of my reasons why am I here is to see him, in case that his adopted parents will be here to attend.
And seeing him tonight happily eating those marshmalls and chocolates is the most beautiful I've ever seen. But, the bad memories came back on my mind as I remember those time's that he'll do anything to impress me.
But instead of being proud for what he did for me I only repay him nothing. I've push him away to the point that, I give up my responsibilities of being a father to him. Because I don't know how to become one, a good father that he will be proud of. I don't deserve his love.
Before I become emotional, I decided to go home. But, I'm on my way back to the big wooden door of this hall. When some guests approach me and discuss his business with me. And then, we heard a commotion on our left side of this hall.
I gritted my teeth. I saw a social climber, spoiled brat and bitch shouting at my son. When she's not contented she pushed him away from her, that cause him to fall and hit his head on the floor. My whole body froze when she kicked him.
Now, All I want to do is to break her neck. To the last part of her body. And then I saw him, his looking at me begging for help. But, I only watch him and when I'm about to go near him. The organizers and the guards of the event stopped her. The Bitch.
I immediately scanned the area when I didn't see my son. On an instance he left and I know he's been crying that broke my heart.
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My body weakened in such relief when I saw him crying at the corner between the two big rocks. Another stabbing pain when I heard his reasons on how he accidentally hit the bitch... It is all because of me.
*sobs sobs*
"Di ko naman po sinasadya 'yun. Huhuhu. Nakita ko po kasi ang daddy ko at tumakbo po ako papalapit sa kanya. Kasi namiss ko na po sya nung bigla ko pong mabangga 'yung babae. Di ko naman po sinasadya." He said. Without looking at me.
'Im miss you, too...'
I didn't respond of what he said. All this times I didn't know what I'm gonna say to him. I should say sorry for what I have done. By hurting him and ignoring him until now. I don't even deserve him. I sat infront of him while he looked at me intently. With those teary eyes. This is my fault.
"D-daddy...." He said still crying. Hearing those word again when he called me, my heart wanted to sing by the most beautiful word I've heard. I am the who forbid him to me like that, but now I just want to hear it again and again.
'I am very sorry for what I have done to you, son...'
And for the first time I gently wiped he's tears with my thumb before I've walked away with him. I wasn't their the whole period of time of his life. The least thing that I can do, is to give him a perfect family who can make him feel the love and happiness.
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Eros Pov
'Hmmm...'
*sobs*
'Hmm...?'
Ang sarap naman matulog. Teka bakit gumagalaw ang higaan ko? Nasan ako? Tiningnan ko ang paligid ko nung napansin ko na nasa sulok pala ako ng isang kotse sa bandang baba.
Kanina kasi, nung umalis agad si daddy ay sinundan ko sya. Pero hindi ko na sya naabutan, kasi 'yung ginawa nya sa'kin kanina. Pag balik ko sa loob, hindi ko din mahanap sila Nana Auring. Iniwan siguro nila ako dahil sa ginawa ko, napahiya sila at nagalit sa'kin.
*sniff sniff*
Nagulat ako nung huminto 'yung sasakyan. Pagtingin ko sa may ari nitong sinasakyan ko.
"Da-Mr. Shin?" Nag aalalang tawag ko sa kanya. Huhuhu. Yung ginawa nya kanina, ginawa nya ba talaga 'yun? Hindi naman 'yun panaginip diba? At hindi naman sya nagalit ulit sa'kin dahil sa nangyari diba?
"Why are you here?" Tanong nya. Gusto kong maiyak dahil sa tono ng boses nya. Yung tono na masarap pakinggan.
"K-kasi po s-sinundan po kita kanina, pero hindi ko kayo nakita..." Lagi akong nakayuko tuwing kausap ko sya, kasi natatakot ako na makita ang galit sa mga mata nya. "...tapos bumalik po ako sa loob pero wala din dun sila Nana Auring. At inantok po ako kaya po ako pumasok sa unang sasakyan na bukas. Hindi ko naman po alam na sa inyo po 'tong sasakyan. Sorry po." Tuloy tuloy kong sabi nung maayos na akong naka upo sa passenger seat. Kahit hindi ko nakikita ang mukha nya ay naramdaman ko naman na natigilan sya.
At hindi sya nagsalita tapos parang ang lalim ng iniisip. Maya maya pa ay umandar ulit ang kotse at hindi parin sya nagsasalita. Sana makasama ko ulit sya. At sana makakasama din namin si mommy.
'Para maging happy family na din kami...'
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A/N : Waaaah!! >_< Churry po sa grammar . Pasensya na kayo sa mga UD ko ngayon, ah??? One week na po kasi akong may sipon at ubo. At masakit din po ulo ko, tapos hanggang po ngayon ayaw nilang umalis sa'kin. . Babawi po ako sa susunod.. :* ♡♡♡ At na ra-writer's block po kasi ako ngayon, eh. :P
Ang haba ng Otors note ko...haha~ :D
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