Hannah,
I'm sorry. I know it's unfair that I did this on your wedding day, but I can't do this anymore. Over the past two years, you've become more of a sister than anything else. When you found me in my car, I think it was the one piece of mercy that I have ever been given.
You are an angel sent to me, my only blood family that still cares for me. But you've given me the ability to have a new family. You've given me the chance to meet the people you surround yourself with, and the ability to find myself a job. The people that I have met thanks to you have saved my sanity, and you, my life.
You saw something in me that day. I don't know what it was, but thank you. I got a job. I met the love of my life. I was able to stay clean for another year (in lieu of my drunken mistake in November). You were there for me when I relapsed, and hell, you were there for me even when I didn't think I needed someone.
There is nothing I could say or do to express to you how much you mean to me. I'm selfish, and I know that. But I also know that I love you. I hope that one day you'll forgive me for anything and everything that I've put you through in the past two years. I know I'm a burden. I'm a mess of a burden. Hell, I'm horse shit thrown into a burlap sack. But you found me redeemable. And for that, I love you more then words could ever describe.
Your sister,
Kat.
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Chasing Rainbows
Teen FictionLarkin Katherine Walker has lived a long, tragic life. At the age of twenty, the past five years have slipped by without her living them at all. So what is she going to do about it? After all, going after happiness is like chasing a fucking rainbow...
