You helped (Y/F/N) clean up her rage fruit. Bananas, apples, oranges and grapefruits were scattered across the kitchen. Phill just sat on the counter laughing at you.
"Why would she throw fruit at you for eating my pudding?" Phillip asks.
"Hmm Phil why don't you ask her. She's a meter away."
He laughs and asks her the question. You gather up the rest of the fruits and place them back in the bowl in the refrigerator. You head upstairs leaving the lovebirds alone. You decide to grab your MacBook and check out your channel. How did you become a YouTuber? How did that happen?
When you scroll across your channel you se you have 1,980,358 subscribers. Almost 2 million. Then the dark thoughts creep into your mind.
They don't actually like you. It's pity subscribes.
They never actually liked you. The comments are fake.
It's all because of Dan giving you a shout out.
The worst part is, you haven't even read the comments. You actually start to believe your thoughts. You start crying. The tears come out like they did when Dan found out about your anorexia.
The waves of sadness come and go. All you could think is that your subscribers hate you. As you throw your laptop off the bed you let out a scream. All you want to do is fight the thoughts.
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There Are Worse Things I Could Do
Fanfiction(DanXReader) You and your best friend are moving to London and you two end up getting a lot more than you thought.
