There Are Worse Things I Could Do

Chapter 24: The Good, The Bad and The Dirty

Dan falls asleep and you decide that you never will. You slide out of his lap and he fake backwards into your bed. You get dressed in a mid thigh length dress. You grab black flats and your fake ID and head out to the bar up the street.

You walk in and the music was so loud. Most of the bar was dimly lit and it reeked of weed. You head straight to the bar and sat down. A bartender came up to you and you couldn't believe who you were faced with.

Aidan.

You order a drink. And another and another. After 7 drinks you were drunk as hell. And your suuuuperrr great bar tender came back.

"(Y/N) is that you!?" He yells over the music.

No. This isn't happening. What can you do? He can't recognise you. How could you hide that it was you? Make your British accent more prominent.

"I don't think I'm the one you're looking for. What's your name." You say with a full accent.

"My name is Aidan. Aidan McCarthy." He says.

Oh my God. It's him.

"Follow me." He adds.

He comes around the side of the bar and takes your hand. The flashbacks run through your mind. He takes you behind the bar and to a back room. He shuts the door behind you. The music is softer now and you can see his face clearly.

"I know it's you (Y/N)" he says coming closer to you.

He gets close that you're against the wall and he puts a hand against the wall. His lips connect with yours. Your mind was too fuzzy to comprehend what's happening. You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him closer.

You finally manage to comprehend that you're kissing Aidan. He wraps his hands around your waist. One hand slips up and grabs your boob. He slides higher and starts sliding tie straps off. You tug on the bottom of his shirt. He stops kissing you to pull it off. His body was just as toned as it was years ago. Your hands were shaking as you slide off your dress.

He kisses your neck and chest. Your hands feel his abs and back. He picks you up and places you in the chair in the corner. He takes off his pants. He climbs on top of you and you pull him to your lips eagerly. He kisses you with a sense that you couldn't comprehend. It was like he missed you. No way.

It was when he was kissing down your chest you realised you were cheating on Dan. You were about to have sex with your horrible ex boyfriend when you're drunk. But it felt so good. And you and Dan weren't even officially dating. He never asked you to be his girlfriend. Is this wrong? Yes it is. But it felt so good. He kisses you again. He lines him self up to enter you and you don't stop him. He thrusts in and it feels amazing. You never had sex with him while you were dating. This incredibly toned hot guy was having sex with you and your true love is laying in your bed at home.

You were a slut.

You're a whore.

You're a horrible person.

You pulled Aidan's lips to yours.

Make me forget. Make me forget what I'm doing. Fuck me till I can't feel my legs. I want to forget the wrongs I done.

You know you could only get your mind clean by having sex with Aidan. Please moon. Forget to fall down. He made you scream his name like the good, the bad and the dirty.

You finished up with Aidan later and he fell asleep. You put your clothes on and kissed Aidan's forehead one last time. You were sobering up and the reality was hitting you. But then another realisation hit you. There were worse things you could do.