There Are Worse Things I Could Do

Chapter 31: Fighter

"Dan you can't just tell me to leave when you don't even know what I want to say."

Your collar bone throbs but you're going to fight for this. You need Dan. You need him so much it's pathetic.

"I fucking can and I will. Get the hell out of my flat."

"Make me."

He glares at you and his stare burns a hole in your heart. You won't let him stop you.

"You have 5 minutes."

Yes. Finally.

"Dan I didn't mean to cheat on you. I was losing my shit and I didn't want you to know how bad it really was. I went out while you were sleeping and got hammered. Turns out my ex was the bartender and I willingly went into the back room and had sex with him. The guilt I had when I sobered up was intolerable. I am so sorry. Dan I need you. Please. Just please give me one more chance."

He looks at you. His glare softened slightly but he still looked like he was going to throw something.

Please say something. Anything hurts less than the quiet. You think to yourself.

Then he unfolds his arms and at last he doesn't look so pissed anymore. You think it's too good to be true. Does Dan really love you enough to forgive you?

"Come here." He says softly.

You instantly obey still being cautious. He wraps you up in his arms and you wrap yours around his waist. You buried your face in his chest. This is too good to be true. He's too good to be good for you.

"Can you give me a few days to think about it? How about I give you an answer on Saturday?"

You instantly say "Yes" that means you have 4 more days with Aidan. 4 more days till you have to leave him.

Dan lets you out of the hug. His eyes widen when he sees your collar bone.

"(Y/N)....." He starts but you cut him off.

"Don't worry about it. I deserved it."

Honestly you thought you did. You leave Dan and Phil's flat. You shoot a text to Aidan telling him to come over. He replies with a wink emoji and and an "K" you go back to your flat and sit in one of your kitchen chairs. You start to ponder your life.

You have only been in London for a few months. You met your favourite You Tubers and had sex with one. You were dating one until you cheated on him with your actually-not-so-evil ex boyfriend. Now you're just sitting here pondering everything. Then you realised what you had to do.

You (Y/N) (Y/L/N) have to fight to make this right again. And you knew what you needed to do to make that happen.