There Are Worse Things I Could Do

Chapter 68: The Day Before The Wedding.

The days leading up to the wedding were lighthearted. But the day before was a living hell. You had to call Zoe over to calm you down. Was it a mental breakdown? Not quite but it was pretty close. You kicked Dan out of the room and wouldn't let anyone but Zoe in. Dan knew that you were panicking so he didn't get angry when you kicked him out, but you heard him mutter Bridezilla.

Too many thoughts were racing in your head.

What if he leaves you in front of everyone?
What if he says no?
What if you fall down the aisle?
What if your dress doesn't fit?
What if you sneeze during the vows?

Before you could think of another thing that could go wrong Zoe bursts into your room. She was holding a bag that was half the size of her. She tosses on to the ground and comes sit down next to you.

"(Y/N) calm down. I can practically see the panic in your eyes."

"I'm trying to I can't ...I just keep thinking what could go wrong in there!?"

"Dan isn't going to leave you sweetie."

"But what if he does!?"

"He won't."

Zoe leans over into the bag. She pulls out a box. It was matte black with a flaming pink bow. With your shaky bass you accept the box. You undo the bow and take the lid off the box. Inside there was another box what was the same matte black outside with no bow. You roll your eyes pull out the next box.

"Zoe if there's another box I will slap you."

She just giggles and you open the box. There was a note and you pulls the note out to read.

Dear (Y/N),
Tomorrow is your wedding day. I don't want you to worry. You will be the most beautiful bride. I most likely won't get the opportunity to be a bride so I want you to enjoy it for me and you. I'll be waiting right in the front when you walk down that aisle to Dan.
  We've been friends ever since the shooting. It's a bit of an odd way to become friends. I will be there for you no matter what. I know I can't replace (Y/F/N) but I will still be there for you. Now you're going to be all right.
I love you!
Zoe Sugg

Behind the note was an incredible necklace. It was rose gold which matched the accents on your wedding dress. The diamonds on the necklace shimmers in the fairy lights glow in the room.

You look so and hug her. That was the most beautiful thing one of your friends has ever given you. Not even (Y/F/N) has ever given you something like that. She hugs you back right and she asks you,

"I'll go chat with Phil, I'm going to send Dan in here."

You nod and she gets up.

"By the way, there a another girt for you and there's one for Dan in that bag too." She adds.

She leaves and after a few seconds Dan comes in. He looks so perfect right now you couldn't handle it. His black tee shirt hugs his body perfectly and that was the same for his skinny jeans. His hair was messily scattered across his forehead. Perfection.

You stand up then run into his arms. You jump and wrap your legs sound his torso. He holds you up right under your bum. He presses his lips against yours.

"I'm sorry I kicked you out earlier." You say pulling out of the kiss.

"Oh my goodness stop worrying about it!" He says rolling his eyes.

You could sit there all day long staring into his eyes. He stated back into your boing eyes.

"My eyes are boring compared to yours." You mutter.

"Don't say that." He backs against the wall and sits down while keeping you in his lap. "Everyone's eyes seen so many beautiful things. They seen battles, tears, and loss. Nobody's eyes are boring."

You lean forward and rest your head against the crook of his neck.

"You're so passionate. I never met a guy like you. Nobody ever said things like that to me before."

"Good because you're mine and ill keep saying that stuff to you."

You still look into his eyes. You start to wonder what his eyes have seen. They are almost always bright.

"What have your eyes seen?" You ask softly.

He ponders that for a while.

"The first 19 years of my life were boring I had no friends..I was depressed from 14-19. I hated everything about myself. I remember looking into the Mirror and seeing the tears streaming down my bruised face every day after school. Then I met Phil.. You and Phil are two of the most beautiful people over seen. Without you two..I would still be depressed and cutting."

Were you really that important? Did you really help save Dan?

"Wow.." You whisper.

"I can't wait to see my beautiful bride tomorrow." Dan says kissing you tenderly.

You giggle as he picks you up and tosses you onto the bed. He peppers kisses on your cheeks and neck. Ever all these months later you still get a fluttering in your chest whenever he kisses you. You know deep down that that feeling will never leave.

Dan gets off of you asks

"What's in the bag?"

"Oh yeah! Zoe got us something."

"Oh cool!" He says getting up and bringing the bag over.

You take out the pink box and Dan takes out the blue one. Dan looks at you and you look back. You and Dan take both take off the lids at the same time. Inside there was a diamond play button.

What... You and Dan looked down in awe. At the speed of light he grabs his laptop and opens YouTube. He checks both of your channels.

"We have 10,000,000 subscribers. Oh my God." He whispers.

You stare at him then the play button. You burst into tears of joy. You hug Dan and sit there. You hit 10 million. Who knew you would hit 10 million. You'd say this is the best moment of your life but that would be tomorrow.