There Are Worse Things I Could Do

Chapter 59: Moving on

You weren't going to let (Y/F/N)'s suicide hold you back. She would kill you if you did that. After her body was taken away and they cleaned up the blood for you, Dan pulled you aside.

"Can we talk for a bit?" He asked.

"Sure."

"I was wondering if you wanted to move in with me."

Oh my lord. That's a good thing he asked. Especially with (Y/F/N) killing herself in that exact flat, you needed to get out of there.

"Yes, oh my goodness yes."

Dan pulls you into a hug and kisses you on the cheek.

"You're going to be all right." He whispers.

You knew you were going to be fine. Dan helps you out of your flat you head of to his bedroom where you crash onto his bed. The blue sheets and grey scale duvet smelt like Dan. Axe and social awkwardness. After plugging in his phone he flops down next to you. You think about what he said in that closet and what what (Y/F/N) said in the note.

Dan wants to marry you.

You roll and face Dan. He's a bit dosed off so you decide to tickle his neck.

"FUCK OFF!" He says swatting your hand.

He grabs your hand and pushes it away from his neck. You try and go back again and he licks your hand

"Dan what the hell!!"

Dan chucked and kisses your cheek. He looks at you with such love and you don't get why he loves you so much. You sit there and play with his hair that's still wavy. He doesn't stop you this time. As you run your tiny fingers through his hair he says

"I love you so damn much it's pathetic."

You smile and reply

"I love you more. I've looked up to you since 2009."

He looks up at you and says

"But I was gross in 2009"

You shake your head and laugh. You stop playing with Dans hair and sit up in the middle of the bed. Dan looks at you in confusion and flattens his hair.

You clear your throat and move your fringe to look like dans in his first video.

"Hey" you say doing the same salute.

Dans face drops.

"My name is, Dan" you continue doing the gesture that he did.

He swan dives and tackles you.

"Don't. You. Dare." He says with kisses in between.

You couldn't stop giggling. You lay there in a laughing mess and Dan starts to wrap you up in the duvet. He rolls you into a sushi roll.

"Now you can't make fun of me anymore." Dan says obviously satisfied.

"I love you." You say with a huge grin.

"I love you too. But you're not getting out of there."

You do a big pouty face. Dan didn't look like he was going to give in but then he scotched over and unrolled you.

"I thought you looked cute as a sushi roll"

"You can only do that when I'm sad."

"Fine."

About an hour goes by. It was filled with kisses cuddling and Dan accidentally being racist. He asked you over and over if you were really okay with (Y/F/N) dying. You told him again and again you were. Yes you would want her to be here but she wasn't going to let being sick kill her. Dan was so worried about you. You loved him with all your being. You could never understand why you cheated on him.

"Dan?"

"Yes love?"

"Did you stop loving me when I cheated on you?"

"No." He said without hesitation. "The only regret I have was throwing that axe can at you."

"Really?"

"Yeah. I'm normally about as violent and intimidating as a pink butterfly."

You laugh.

"Would you ever leave me?" You inquire

"Nope. Not even if Jennifer Lawrence asked me out."

"Good. Because I wouldn't leave you either."

"I don't know what I'd do if you did."

"You'd be a potato with a weird haircut."

"Hey way to ruin the moment."

You lean in and kiss him. He instantly kisses you back. After a few moments he pulls away.

"I have a surprise for you."

He takes your hand and pulls you into the guest bedroom.

"I took a risk when I did this." He says with his and on the handle. "I was very worried that you'd hate me."

He opens the door and there was A Sheeba puppy.

"Oh my God!!" You scream running up to it.

"I had my brother drop it off while we were flying back." Dan explains.

You looked into the puppy's eyes and smiled. They were big and brown with gold flecks. Dan comes down next to you and runs the pilots head.

"What do you want to name him?" Dan asks.

"I'm going to name it.... James." You say thinking of Dan's middle name.

"Aw James is perfect."

You hug the doggo tight. Dan snaps a pic of you and the dog.

"I'm going to announce it on Twitter. New doggo achieved."

You were so happy. You healed James and pet his soft fur. Of course Dan got a Doge but you still loved it. You place James down and hug Dan.

"Thank you for everything Dan. I love you."