There Are Worse Things I Could Do

Chapter 71: The Flashdrive

You wake up in the middle of the night. The thing that woke you up was the flash drive. It was right on the nightstand on top of your computer. Why haven't you watched yet.

As carefully as possible you reach consensus over and grab your laptop. You plug the drive in to the USB compartment and open your laptop. The video screen popped up. It was of (Y/F/N) she was in her bedroom.

Hey (Y/N) you're at VidCon right now so I'm home alone. I have a lot of things planned for the next few hours. I know that you and Dan are getting married. He told me about it before you left. He was so happy. He really loves you. Phil is the only one who knows about my brain cancer. I've been refusing treatment because it would only get rid of the constant dizziness and headaches. It wasn't worth it. I wasn't going to tell you because I wanted to move to London. By the time you are listening to this you've gotten married to Dan. I'm already dead. I don't want you thinking I was depressed. I probably made it sound like that in the note. I was going to die in a few days. The doctors here told me. So I wasn't going to let that tumour kill me. Yes I was devastated about Phil. I thought you were going to forget about me. Those things would make someone kill themselves. But that's not why I did. Remember that. I want you to hit 40,000,00 subscribers I want you to have children and be so amazing. Just please don't dwell on the fact that I'm dead. Be amazing. You're a human with one life and it's up to you to make it the best life you can. It wasn't depression. It was the tumour. There were worse things I could do.
I love you (Y/N)

That video was the full length suicide note. But this gave you closure. You felt so much better after seeing that. You exhale and shut your laptop. You place it back on your nightstand and roll over to Dan. He's still asleep. You cuddle into him and go back to sleep.