Kpop Imagines

Apology {Hanbin - Ikon}

Hanbin's POV
You're always there and would wait for me.

You're always hoping that I would appear just for once but, I was gone.

I'm in a different place.

Hanging out with my friends all night.

My phone rang, and it's you calling.

I let it ring, never thought it would be your last call.

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I went home drunk. You noticed me as you were watching TV on the living room.

You stood up and approached me

"Happy Anniversary."

Your tone was a lot different. I can feel the hatred and the coldness in your voice.

I didn't dare to greet you back. I don't want to argue with you again.

I'm getting tired of all this drama.

I escaped from the situation by just going upstairs.

I was surprised you didn't follow back.

I laid on my bed and slept without even caring.

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I woke up as I felt dizzy. Hangover

I called for your name

But you never answered

I went down to look for you

But you're gone

I started to panic

I went upstairs and looked at my closet

All of your spare clothes were gone

your shoes, accessories, perfume, its all gone

I noticed a paper placed on top of my side table

I never thought this day would come

you, having the guts to tell me that

We're over

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I dialed your phone several times but you are not answering.

It's been a week that I haven't seen you.

I admit, I miss you

I went to your school several times but they told me you were absent for a week.

I went to your apartment but the landlady told me that you moved.

Where are you?

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It's been a month since you were gone

Here I am, still thinking where you could have been

I did my best to look for you but I failed

It's really hard to look for someone who is avoiding you.

I felt helpless.

I am so stupid to treat you like that

You loved me unconditionally

But I've played with your heart

I took advantage of you thinking that you will always understand me

I'm so stupid to let you go

I'm so stupid not to realize that I love you

I'm so stupid not to realize, I can't live without you.