Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Seeing Him.

Through the past 2 weeks I have seen Alyssa,Kennedy, Jace,Cassie,Cody,Shade and Tristan. They helped me all figure out what exactly was going on with me. They helped make this process easier. I planned the whole wedding from in here as well. I talked to Bret every night on the phone and I wrote letters every day. But Today. Today was special. Today I was gonna get to go home. After my session with Bret and Rines.

I was excited and nervous all at the same time. I have been diagnosed with major depression though so i have to go back onto my anti depressants. But right now i haven't felt better. I felt sane for the first time since before I was kidnapped.

I sat on my bed in my clothing I came here in. They allowed me to not wear a gown or patient uniform anymore if I didn't want to. There was a knock and I felt my heart beat rapidly. I looked over and saw Rines come in. Behind her was Bret. He had bags under his eyes but his hair was straightened and brushed and he was dressed in his normal attire. I smiled and stood. He came over and hugged me. He picked me up and spun me around. After 2 weeks i get to see the love of my life once more. He kissed me and I kissed back with no problem. He smiled big and he sat next to me on my bed as we faced Rines in the chair infront of us.

"So how long have you two been together?" She asked.

"Well not counting breakups and the kidnapping...2-3 years? Without high school as well," I said. She made a note of that and then turned to Bret.

"Bret why did you move away from Scarlet?"

"I..my mom and dad got a divorce and i went with my Dad."

"But you didn't vome back afterwards?"

"No." She wrote that down as well.

"Scarlet why are you not comfortable having sex a lot with him?" I almost choked on my spit.

"I- uh. I'm not used to allowing people to touch me. Trey forced it..."

"Yes but you already had sex because you were pregnant? "

"Yes once."

"How did you lose the baby?"

"Rayna. Brets ex came to the house. She started the fight and she punched me in the stomach before i escorted her out."

"Bret. How did you feel when they told you about the loss of your child?"

"Upset. Very upset." He said looking down.

"You two have nothing wrong in your relationship. You are a normal couple. Only thing wrong is Scar is too depended on Bret for approval."

"So how does that get fixed?"

"Well i have put her on antidepressants  that are very strong. She needs to not think she looks bad what so ever. But Bret you can't tell her she looks pretty if she feels that way. At least for a week or so. Scarlet. You need to monitor your emotions. "

I nodded and she scribbled down some more notes. She closed her book and looked at us.

"Scar you are free to go." I jumped up and shouted.

I was smiling from ear to ear. I was so happy. I am sane and better! Rines is the best therapist ever!! Bret stood and I jumped into his arms.

"Baby im so happy i get to take you home. Its been so lonely without you." I smiled and we held hands as we walked out of the psyche ward. Bret signed me out since hes the one who signed me in. He held my hand on our walk to the car and all the way home. Bret held my hand as we walked up to our home. This was my home. I loved it here and I never wanna leave. Bret leaned down and kissed me gently and I kissed back smiling.

"I love you."

"I love you to," I replied smiling. He opened the door and as soon as he turned on the lights there was balloons and streamers everywhere. I saw everyone I knew and loved right in front of me. I started to tear up and they all froze. Bret looked down at me.

"Baby? Are you ok?"

"Yeah. I just love how many people care about me." I said wiping my tears. Then everyone ran and gave me a huge group hug.

"D-yi-ng." I coughed out and they let go. They had organized a small cookout. Burgers were being made and someone brought wings and ribs. Cassie ran some wedding things by me soon about the reception. She was so helpful. I didn't see any alcohol what so ever which is good. I don't think I'll drink for a few months. I need to keep my head on straight.

After everyone had eaten, Jace and Shade built a bonfire. We all sat around it and Jace played some songs on the guitar. As I was looking around I felt so amazing. Nothing can ruin this. This is my year. I was gonna get married. Fix myself and everything. I was gonna be ok. With Bret especially. He held my hand as we sang.

Forever let today last.

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