Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Confusion

*******Dream*******

I was in school again. I was hiding in the bathroom because I wad afraid of going to my next class because Sierra always hurt me in a way. Then the stall door was ripped open and there stood Sierra. She smiled wickedly and dragged me out of the stall and threw me up against the wall and slammed my head against the wall causing me to be in severe pain. I cringed and she smiled wickedly and started with the insults.

"You think you can escape me you little fat bitch? Go fucking kill yourself you emo pregnant whore!" She said then threw me to the side and her heels clicked down the hallway.

I rolled in the floor in pain for awhile. The bell rang and people came pouring out of classrooms. Soon Crystal came in and checked me out. I blacked out and awoke in the hospital with stitche's in my head and Bret was holding me tight.

********End Of Dream*******

I woke up and I was breathing hard. My mouth was dry and I could barely breathe anymore. I got up and walked downstairs and got a drink of water. I sat at the table and laid my head down. God i hate my memories so much soemtimes. Crow meowed and rubbed his head against my leg. I picked him up and put him in my lap.

"What are you doing up little buddy?" I asked Crow quietly and he meowed.

Soon I heard footsteps from the staircase. I turned around to see Bret coming down.

"Why are you up?" I asked.

"I couldn't sleep after I woke what about you?" He asked.

"Bad dream or memory rather."

"Wanna talk about it?" Bret asked.

"It was when Sierra beat me up in the bathroom and busted my head open."

"I remember that day. Crystal came running to me in the hall after she got you to the nurse and we got you to the hospital. Crystal had to go home because her mom needed help so I stayed back and held you til you woke up."

"Yeah that day flashed through my mind when I was beating her up yesterday ." I said.

"She deserved it too." He said and took my hand and rubbbed his thumb over my scarred knuckles. I got lost in thought and then Andy came in. I pulled away from Bret automatically. I saw him frown a little and I turned toAndy.

"What are you guys doing up this early?"

"I had a nightmare and Bret couldn't sleep. Why are you?"

"I woke up with lyrics in my mind so I wrote them down and couldn't sleep again."

Crow then hopped out of my lap and ran to Andy. Andy picked Crow up and scratched his back and Crow purred.

"Ash will be here in a few hours by the way."

"Ok and Andy I'm sorry if I embarassed you guys yesterday at the beach." I said.

"Oh don't worry about it if I saw someone who ruined my life Id want to kill them too."

"Thanks." I said.

I then got a phone call and my heart stopped beating. The record label.

"Hello?"

"Hi Ms.Massacre?"

"Yes?"

"My boss wanted me to inform you that you and your band need to report to the studio in 3 hours to discuss things."

"Alright we will be there." I said and locked my phone and shoved it in my pocket. Bret and Andy were looking at me intently.

"They wanna see me and my band in three hours."