Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

You'll Never Change

Its been a few weeks since I tried to commit suicide. The music video of my bands' that JC shared to Bryan has hit 100,000 views. Thats more than TRS 's views on their music video. Of course I felt bad because they have been working longer than us.

It was a new day and for once I felt happy for being alive. I had a great band that was taking off and great friends.

I sat up and checked my phone and checked my twitter.

I then saw a picture of Bret and this woman and Bret was on top of her kissing her neck. That girl was Lexus Amanda. Me and her were friends back in the day before she got married but then she got all famous and big headed so I never saw her again. Until now.

I felt something in me die a little. It felt the way I felt when I walked in on Sierra and Bret. Brokenhearted.

But why am i feeling this way? We arent dating in fact I was persuaded I hated him for what he did!

I threw my phone at the foot of the bed and put my head in my hands. He is not yours Scar he never really was.

I got my phone and exited out of twitter and got up and went to the kitchen for my morning/afternoon coffee.

Ill admit i was disappointed especially since its one of my old best friends. I wondered in my head. When he kissed me a few weeks ago was he dating Lexus? I whipped out my phone.

Yo Jc how long has Lexus and Bret been dating?

A few weeks.

And thus my theory was proven he is still a cheating bastard. To think i thought he changed and that he loved me again and he was actually sorry.

i was right.

I got my coffee and sat at the little round table in the kitchen and Jace came out.

"Hows my chica?" He said all smiles.

I opened twitter to the photo and slid it over to him.

"Lexus?"

"Yep to think I thought he changed."

"What do you mean? You guys arent in a relationship why should you care?"

"Think Jace Bret kissed me a few weeks ago and I asked JC how long they've been together and he said A few weeks ."

His eyes went wide while putting the pieces together.

"So he hasn't changed?"

"Nope hes still a lying and cheating bastard."

"What a dick." Jace said.

"We have a show tonight and I invited JC to it which means most likely Bret will be there."

Jace shook his head.

"He needs to be stopped."

" We cant do anything Jace ! If Lexus finds out all Bret will do is find a new girl to replace her."

He sighed and took a sip of my coffee.

"Its too early for this shit."

"Yeah Im going to go put on a jacket and smoke." I said.

"You need to eat something." Jace said.

"Yeah yeah." I said and went to get a jacket. I then quickly slipped on some converses.

I got my cigarette and my lighter and went outside. I lit the stick and took a long drag and held it in enjoying it then i exhaled.

I did it about three more times and a car pulled in below the balcony I was standing on. Then a guy got out and he had Aviators and a black hat on with black hair and skinny jeans.

Shit! I stomped my cig out and ran in.

"Bret is here and Im damn well  sure he is coming up. " I saw Jace run and he was going to keep everyone in the hallway or in their rooms til Bret leaves so im talking to him.

I blasted some music so it would seem like im home alone. There was a knock and I turned down the volume and went to answer it.

"Hey Bret come on in." Yeah leave now asshole.

"So why are you here?" Trying to cheat more?

"Just wanted to wish you all good luck." Bullshit.

"Yeah im here alone everyone else went to see the venue." Dont you dare try any shit.

"Yeah i see that so...how are you?"

"Wishing youd leave." I murmured.

"You want me to leave?" Fuck yes!

"In know you cheated on Lexus. Oh and are you trying to kill me? Because Lexus was my bestfriend."

"Huh?"

"You cheated on Lexus by kissing me."

"Wait i didnt....oh."

"Yeah oh now get the fuck out! Cheaters arent allowed thats why Shade had to sleep outside last year!"

I pushed him out.

"Hes gone and he cheated.!" I said to tell my band

mates.

"What a dick." Tristan said.

"Asshole." Crystal said .

"Douche." Shade spoke.

"Bastard." Jace said.

So I guess hes not coming tonight and if he does ill call security.

Then I got a call.......

It was from...

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Who called? Comment your guesses! Are u upset Bret cheated again? Or happy that theres a chance scar may never trust him again.

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