Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

First Wound

I woke up the next morning and went into the kitchen for coffee. Once I got it I shuffled to the livingroom. I sat down and my wrists caught my eye. Ugly scars were up and down my wrist.

I rubbed my finger over them and cringed. I remember the first time it ever happened.

*******Flashback to when Scar was in 6th Grade.****

"Where you going freak?" The boys yelled after me as I ran away as fast as I could. They were planning on throwing me against the lockers and grinding against me. I ran outside of school and all the way home that was a big mistake.

My dad was waiting for me. On the couch.

"There you are you little prick." He grabbed my wrist and slung me down on the floor and my head throbbed because it slammed against the floor. He started pulling off my pants and underwear . He was raping me. I was screaming for help but everytime I did he would slap my face. I finally escaped him and ran upstairs and slammed my door. I went into my bathroom and shed my clothes and turned the shower on high hot and scrubbed my skin to raw.

When I was done i sat on the bath mat in the tub and saw one of my shaving razors. I was hypnotized by it. I grabbed it and ripped the razor out and I examined it.

I then pressed the cool metal against my wrist and it slid against it and left a red shiny trail. Blood. The pain of my sorrow disappeared a little so I did it again. And Again. And Again.

I washed the blood off and went to call my friend Kennedy and Crystal.

*********Flashback Over*******

I snapped out of my trance when my band stumbled in.Jace plopped down next to me as did Crystal. Everyone else sat on the couch as well. Jace got the remote and turned on the TV. He flipped to the News and something all caught our eye.

"Man left for dead in alleyway behind a Bar."

"Bret Von Dehl was found in a alleyway behind King's Bar. It was believed he was beaten by a drunk person who came out of the bar. Mr.Dehl is in the hospital healing as we speak."

"What the fuck!?" I screeched.

Everyone was surprised as well. Crystal whipped out her phone and started texting. Tyler probably. I texted JC and he didnt answer. Neither did Tyler. No one did.

"Alright lets go to the hospital I guess." Shade said standing.

"Which one.?" I asked.

"The closest to Kings Bar."

We all went and got ready. I was wearing combat boots and a off the shoulder skull shirt and skinny jeans with a leather crop jacket with no sleeves.

We all gathered in the van and drove off to the hospital. Traffic was heavy so it took forever!

Finally when we got there I went to the front desk.

"Hi I am a friend of Bret Von Dehl's can you please tell me which room?"

"Room 43."

We went to the hallway looking left and right for the room til we found it. I knocked and someone said come in and it sounded like JC.

I opened the door and my band piled in slowly and. quietly. I saw Bret in the bed with bruises everywhere and gauze around his head and a brace around his chest.

"What the hell happened? We saw it on the news!" I whispered shouted.

"Well after he heard the first few lyrics of your song he knew what it was about and he wanted to cry so he went out and got beat up by some jackass."

My breath caught when he mentioned the lyrics being why he went outside. I had tears in my eyes. I heard stirring behind me and Bret just woke.

"Hey Scarlet." I looked at him with tears in my eyes and walked out. I cant show weakness in front of him.

Jace followed close behind me.

"What wrong?"

"Suicide Letter made him go outside and its all my fault!" I screamed.

"Its not your fault!"

"If i never tried to commit suicide with that song this situation wouldnt be happening!"

"Scar you were sad very sad and depressed when you did all that you spoke your heart like you always do. It isnt your fault!"

I shook my head and sat down and cried. Its my fault.I should have died too and it would have prevented me from singing the song.

I cant help but feel bad that im responsible for someone's near death no matter how many bad things happen.

"Come on lets go in." Jace said.

I stood up and followed Jace in the room and saw Bret was worried about why I stormed off.

I didnt tell him though not a chance.

God help

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Sorry its short! Im tired like very tired! But I foreshadowed something in this chapter try and find it and comment if you think u got it.