Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Home Is Hell

I was speechless. Bret Von Dehl asked me to be his girlfriend. I was his girlfriend for almost 4 years before but... oh what the hell.

"Yes."

He smiled and brought me in for another kiss. We got out of the booth and got our pictures. Awe we look so sweet and innocent. He gave me one and he got his. Andy came over to us and waved a big teddy bear he won.

"Its name is Dennis Westower and his owner is Scar Massacre."

"Awe but you won it."

"Take it so you can hug everytime you feel like cutting and its like hugging me." I giggled.

"Well you are a big teddy bear." I said and hugged him. He smiled and Bret wrapped his arm around my waist and we headed back to the car. Me and Andy smoked a cigarette and we talked a bit. He said he's working on some songs and he wants me to help. I agreed and I got his number.

We got into the car and drove off to the house. We got to the porch and Andy opened the door. When he did I saw my band on the couch. No TV or anything just silence and the light of the livingroom light.

I looked at Andy and Bret and they nodded and went into the kitchen . I closed the door and went over to the chair set out for me. I sat down and crossed a leg over the other. I waited for them to speak but 3 minutes had passed and no one had spoken so I have to break the ice.

"So did you guys make a decision yet?"

"Yeah...." Shade said.

"Well what is it?"

"We ......we want you back." Jace said mumbling the last part.

"I'm sorry what?"

"Don't push it Massacre." Tristan said.

"So do you guys support me?"

"Yes just we didn't want to see you get hurt and we apologize for making fun of your suicidal attempts that isn't a laughing matter." Shade said.

"Also I'm sorry I called you a whore when you aren't one." Jace said not making eye contact.

"Alright guys lets go home." I said. Bret and Andy came in and gave us a hug. Bret hugged me from behind and whispered in my ear.

"So does that mean you aren't moving in with me love?" He whispered seductively .

I shivered under his hot breath on my neck and smiled.

"I don't know yet Ill stay for a couple of days and see how things work out." He smiled and kissed my cheek and released me.

We went upstairs and got our bags and everything. I called Ash and asked if he could help get us all there and he agreed. We loaded up our stuff and I was snuggled up to Bret until we got to the airport. I also played with Bullet to calm her down.

We got at the airport and I grabbed Bullets carrier and my bag. We made our way through lines and it came to when I had to part with Bullet. Bullet started crying and screaming and it made me wanna cry.

We soon boarded the plane after awhile and I had to sit between Jace and Bret. When the plane took off I decided to try and get some sleep. I curled into a ball and laid my head on Jace's arm. He shrugged away. What the hell? I always do this.

I sighed and turned to Bret. I put a pillow on his arm and laid down. He smiled and kissed my forehead. I fell into a darkness.

When I woke up the plane landed and it was dusk outside. I hurried off the plane with Bret and JC and my band following closely.

I went to where the pets were first and found Bullet. She was asleep. I smiled and carried the carrier and we all went to baggage claim.

I got my bag as did everyone else and we went to pick up. We were waiting on the TRS guys. I stood up on the chair and looked around for them. Then I saw Tyler and smiled. I jumped off the chair accidentally waking Bullet and rushed towards Tyler.

"Welcome home!" He greeted me. I smiled and hugged Tyler and so did Bret and JC and everyone else. Brandon came up beside him and rolled up his sleeves and welcomef us. I gave him a hug and we then went to go pile in the cars. Bullet started crying so I got her out and held her close to my chest and she calmed down.

Tyler and Brandon dropped us off at my bands apartment and JC and Bret are spending the night because everyone is tired as hell. Tyler got cat nip for Bullet so I set out a bowl of food and water in the kitchen.

I went to my room and sat on my bed. I got out my pajamas and changed shorts and my shirt. In the middle of me switching shirts Bret had come up behind me and put his hand below my breast and started to kiss my neck.

Then Jace passed the door in the hallway. I heard his footsteps stop and then start walking again. Bret made me moan after Jace left.

I pulled away and kissed his lips and he whimpered.

"I didn't get back with you just to have sex every night even though its great." He smiled at me and took his pants and shirt off so he can go to sleep. I finished putting my shirt on and got in the bed with him. I kissed him and snuggled into his chest.

"And I'm pretty sure I got enough hickeys." I said. He moved my hair to reveal 5 hickeys.

"Well would you look at that...I seem to have gotten carried away." He said and kissed my neck and then my forehead.

I soon fell asleep in his arms smiling.

When I woke up I was still in Brets arms. I smiled and kissed his chest. His eyes fluttered open and he smiled and kissed my lips.

"I love waking up this way." Bret said and I smiled.

"Ehh its ok." I aaid and he rolled his eyes .

"Do I have to prove its the best awakening you've had?" Bret asked.

"Maybe but not today!" I said. I got up and opened the door and to the kitchen. I made coffee for me and Bret and sat at the table.

Bret sat across from me at the table and we talked and talked and drank our coffee. Jace then walks in.

"Could Bret not keep his dick in his pants last night?" He asked getting a cup from the cup board.

"Actually we didn't have sex last night even though its none of your fucking business."

"It is when its in my house so you all aren't allowed to have it here."

"Excusr me? This isn't your fucking house we all pay rent together you asshole and don't tell me what the fuck to do."

"Get out if you can't follow rules." He said turning to me. I looked him in the eyes.

"Fine you bastard Ill move in with Bret since you are being a bitch who needs to be a man!"

I slammed my cup down and went to my room. I got my duffel bag back out and packed all my clothes i needed and my makeup and jewelry and shoes abd pillow.

"Scar I didn't mean it."

"No I'm done with your fucking shit! I'm fucking sick of you being a bastard when i haven't done shit to you!"

I zipped my bag up and turned to leave. Jace was blocking the door.

"Get out of my way ass-."

He crushed his lips against mine.

Fuck!

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