Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

The Pregnancy

This pregnancy was the longest one I've had and I was very proud. We got married 8 months ago and I was expected to pop any day now honestly. We have painted the babies room pink because we found out the gender was a girl. We had a huge reveal party and everything. It was fabulous.

I was cranky as ever and I always craved pickles, chips or ice cream. Always. What is up with this kid? Bret and I's sexual life isn't really much due to me being cranky and annoying but he was very understanding. Just like he was when I was kidnapped.

We had the entire baby's room designed and ready and its was perfect. It had a bright pink crib with black bars and a rocking chair in the corner. The theme of the room was rock n roll so there were music notes everywhere and everything looked amazing.

I've already had to go to the hospital once for Braxton Hicks contractions and they hurt like a bitch. Rayna was arrested about 4 months into my pregnancy and that took the edge off a bunch when she was found. Then I knew for sure I could continue my life with my family with her gone. Rayna would be with Trey and Sierra .

I woke up next to my husband...damn it felt good to say that. Bret was holding my waist since we couldn't really face each other anymore due to my huge bump in my stomach. But it was our bump and that's all that mattered. I flipped over and woke up slowly and he smiled when he saw me. He went down to my belly and kissed it over and over again and he was talking to it.

"You're such a dork Bret."

"But I'm your dork. And that's little dork." He said pointing to my bump and I laughed.

"Yes, you two are my dorks." He smiled and kissed me deeply. I smiled grabbing his hand and kissed back. God, I love my husband more than anything. I love my baby more than anything too.

"We have to get up." Bret said.

"Noo!!!"

"Yes baby, Cassie is having her baby shower!" I forgot to mention that Cassie is pregnant again. Yeah that's right my bestfriend is pregnant!

"Fine!" I said and got up whimpering. I was so dramatic it was funny. I got dressed but didn't bother to on any makeup. We both got into the care and I was whining a lot. Bret would just laugh it off though. When we got to the park there were balloons hanging from the trees. but they weren't pink or blue...they were black. Huh. Goth baby?

I got out of the car with Bret's help and I held my stomach as we walked to a  picnic table together. The place was decorated with both pink and blue. Fucking twins? Damn I don't know!

Turns out they wanted it to be a surprise. Once everyone got here everyone would take turns throwing darts at the trees to find out the gender. One by one they showed up. Shade brought his girlfriend of 3 months and Tristan brought his boyfriend of over a year. Cody had a girlfriend now as well her name was Kayla and she was so sweet. She had bright neon green hair and she was so pretty. I think she felt awkward around me so she didn't come today. Just Cody. Alyssa came and Kennedy came because she lives here now! She moved into the band house! Crystal was late as always but she eventually showed with her new boyfriend.

The Relapse Symphony showed as well ! Ray was causing all kinds of mischief of course and JC had a beer in his hand the entire party.

It finally came down to the balloon popping part of the party and everyone was missing. I was determined though. Me being a pregnant lady I get what I want and I wanted to pop a fucking balloon. I popped one on my 3rd try! Blue ran down from the sky and I screamed with happiness. Our children would date one day! OMG!

I ran and hugged Cassie and she smiled big hugging me and Jace joined in for the hug. I was so excited and happy and...oh shit. What's that? What is happening? Why is there a liquid coming out of me? Oh fuck me. Not right now!

"Fuck!"

"Scar are you okay!?!" Cassie asked.

"Yeah. I'm fine. I'm just having my baby." I said acting like it was nothing.

"Baby!?" Bret screamed and he ran to my side taking my hand. I started breathing heavy and he walked me to the car as Cassie and Jace packed up the party quickly. We had to get to the hospital. Quick.

"My baby is having our baby!"

"Shut up Bret." I said climbing into the car very frustrated. He got into the drivers side and he drove quickly to the hospital but carefully enough to not get pulled over. The band was following closely behind us and the relapse symphony was as well.

We got there and Bret rushed in and got a wheelchair and came back out and helped me into it as he then wheeled me quickly into the hospital. They put me into the pregnancy wing and they did an ultrasound. The nervous looking nurse looked brand new out.of college but she was very skilled.

"Oh no."

"What!?" I shouted. She ran off and got the doctor.

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