Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Memories At my Door

A few days later I was writing lyrics. Like nonstop I was listening to the most inspring music I could find and blasting it while I wrote my own music. Bret tried to pull me away to eat  at times but I refused I was  so into writing lyrics. I sent some lyrics over to Shade and he said he would work on a guiatr part. 

Finally I gave in and went out to eat with Bret. I ate some and then I was typing lyrics out on my phone. Soon I had come up with five complete songs of lyrics. This could be our EP right here. I finally put my phone away and talked with Bret. Of course he understood how I feel about this EP he was the same way with JC writing lyrics nonstop.

Soon ill be in the studio tracking and helping mix the audio. I called the band over to Bret's house once I was home. Shade brought his acoustic with him so we can somewhat plan this out.

We started playing some and I was loving it. I think we will save some of these for an actual album and use Suicide Letter and others in the EP since they've technically already been heard by some. But I will still put two new ones. We joked around a bit and went back to work. Bret came and kissed my cheek and watched us and our little jam session. He helped us a lot as well.

Finally we all decided to go get something to eat. I drove to the restaurant and Jace drove the band in his car. I need to go back to the band house and get my motorcycle back I miss it. We soon arrived to the restaurant and we ordered our food and we talked about how we go into the studio soon and we might be going on tour soon as well its still to be determined. JC came and joined us and we showed him some of our lyrics and he liked them.

"So when do you guys go to the studio?" Jc asked.

"Next week I believe. Its in Virginia." I said. Jace and everyone else nodded.

"Are you going onto tour anytime soon?" JC asked and I saw Bret expression saddened just a bit.

"It hasnt been determined yet." I said.

"Well what do you guys say after here we go home and get shit faced drunk?" Shade said breaking an awkward silence.

"Fuck yeah!" I said.

Our food came and we ate like pigs. We continued to talk about everything but Bret seemed to be distant. Is he sad that I'll have to leave him behind when I go on tour? He should know that i would be thinking of him always. I love him.

We finished our food and JC stopped by the Liquor store and bought us drinks for tonight. We went home and immediately we started drinking and partying and dancing everywhere. This reminded me of Bret's party. Jace didn't have a bowl on his head though haha. 

We partied and partied into the night and we didn't stop for anyone or anything. Not even if our phone rang which Bret's did go off a few times but he pressed ignore. We were having fun and we didn't wanna stop. I got a call from Andy but of course I didnt answer it I didn't want to talk to him and say something bad . He probably wanted an update on Jace anyway. I should text that hes fine he just has a bowl on his head. Now he does.

We were having an excellent time. Alothough My head was going to hurt extremely bad tomorrow I dont care because its fun while it lasts. Bret started to kiss on my neck as I danced around and he was trying to seduce me. I played along like usual and we went upstairs while everyone partied and danced and passed out everywhere.

Soon we were all passed out from all the alchol .I dreamed that while I was gone on tour Bret cheated on me with some blonde chick. In my dream I walked in on them and the blonde chick turned around and it was Sierra. I woke up screaming like a normal person would to that kind of dream. 

Bret calmed me down but there was no way in hell was I telling him my dream. I mean I might upset him that my subconsicous would ever think that of him to just go whoring back to Sierra after I go back onto tour.

Soon the door bell rang and I said I would get it because I didnt want Bret getting up and everyone else is probably moaning and groaning about their heads when the bell rang or they are still asleep. Surprisingly enough my head wasnt pounding very much and I digested a lot of alchol.

I got up and pulled a shirt and some shorts on. I went down the stairs and everyone was still dead on the floor or couch and JC was on the kitchen table weirdly enough. I went for the door. I then quickly fixed my crazy sex hair and then I opened the door.

"Hi...uh what the fuck." I couldn;t believe this. I was staring at one of my worst nightmares. The girl that helped me. The one that I was also jealous of but she was also like a sister to me. How is she here. How does she know where I live or where he was for the night? 

"Hi is Bret here?"

Cassidy was right there asking of Bret and not me

Cassidy.

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Chilling! Shes baaaaaackkkk!