Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Surprise

"What the fuck is wrong with my baby?!" I yelled at the nurse. She said she couldn't say yet until she was for sure.

"Fucking tell me what the fuck is wrong!?"

"You may be having twins..." I fell back into the bed frozen.

"Twins?" I asked and I looked over at Bret. She nodded and went to go get the doctor. The doctor came back and she said that I was in fact having twins. I looked over to Bret worried. HE was in shock.

"Bret snap the fuck out of it or get out and send Cassie in." He shook his head and grabbed my hand as I went into another contraction. The doctor looked at my ultrasound and he froze. He whispered something to the nurse and it freaked me out.

"What is going on!?"

"One of the babies is breach." I fell back cursing my entire existence.

"We will have to do a c section."

"Fuck my life." I shouted as another contraction hit.

"And right now." They started preparing my bed to move me and Bret was holding onto my hand tightly making sure heknew I was there.  They pushed me and my bed into the sugery room where me and Bret separated. Bret went to put on scrubs so he could be in there with me. They numbed me up and I couldn't feel a thing. Bret came to my side and I was crying. I hated this but I would do anything to see our beautiful babies at this point. I worked so hard for this and nothing is gonna stop me.

Bret was trying to coach me through all of this but he wasn't helping at all. I felt the doctors cut me open and it freaked me out. I bit my lip to hold back tears .

"Baby don't be scared I'm right here." Bret said and he kissed me. I nodded and closed my eyes. I couldn't feel anything else but I was still scared to death. What if something goes wrong. I suddenly heard a baby cry. I opened my eyes and looked at Bret. He was looking over at the doctor holding the baby. Bret cut the cord and he held the screaming child in his arms.

"Its a girl." He said smiling. I felt my eyes get wet with tears as he brought he close to my face. I kissed her forehead before the nurses took her away to check her out. Soon I heard another set of cries and soon my own joined along with the babies.

"Its a boy!!" Bret shouted and cut the cord bringing the baby over to me again. I kissed the baby's head before they took me away. Bret followed the nurses to see the babies while they took me into recovery.

About two hours later they wheeled me to my room where two little beds with domes were sitting there with Bret hovering over them. They locked my bed into place and one of the nurses took out the girl and placed her in my arm. I was so amazed at how beautiful she was that I started crying. Bret had the boy and he sat in the chair next to me.

"What should we name them?" I asked focusing on the baby girl in my arms.

"Violet Rose. For the girl."

"I love it."

"You decide his..." I looked at him and then the baby boy and I smiled.

"Blake Jason." I said. He looked at me surprised.

"After Jace?"

"Yeah his real name is Jason."

"I like Blake Jason." I smiled and then Bret gave over the boy and I held them both while he went to go take care of the paperwork. They were quiet as could be but they were precious. Violet had my eyes and she was beautiful. Blake's face was clearly going to take after his dad and it was perfect. These two babies are my life now. And I couldn't be happier. Cassie and Jace walked in and Cassie was jumping up and down when she saw me with the babies.

"Can I hold one!?!" She screamed I nodded and she picked up Blake."

"Whats his name?"

"Blake Jason." Jace looked over at me and smiled big.

"Named him after my brother." Jace hugged me and took Violet.

"And her?"

"Violet Rose."

"That's a beautiful name."

"Where's lil scar?" I asked.

"Right here auntie !" She said jumping so I could see her. I laughed and she came to my bedside and hopped on the side of the bed. I hugged her tightly and she smiled so big. I couldn't wait for my babies to be like siblings to her. I knew they would surely be the best of friends in the future.

Bret came in with the paperwork, birth certificates, and diapers. He put the stuff away and came to join us.

"Can one of you guys go shopping for boy stuff for us?"

"Ooo! I will! I will!!" Cassie said excitedly. Bret gave her the debit card and a list of things that we would need. This is my life. And I love it.

Shade and Alyssa came in and they got to hold the babies when Jace and Cassie left with Scar to get the supplies we needed. Kennedy slowly crept in and hovered over those two like a cat. Finally Shade gave up Violet to Kennedy. Then Shade left just as Crystal came in. I didn't get to hold my own children for over 2 hours because they were so amazed and happy that they were finally in the world with us.

This is my beautiful life and it was worth everything I had to go through just to get here.

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Hey guys I know its been like a week since I've updated I've just been very very busy with work, school, and planning things for the future (Palaye Royale concert).

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