Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Voice Of The Devil

"...your Dad."

My mind stopped working then and there and Bret was trying to shake me out of it.

Why would he do that?? Why should he care!?! My mind started racing and I fell on the floor and Bret pulled me to him as he whispered everything was going to be OK. But it was a lie. I wasnt going to be OK. The one man I hated the most has come back into my life.

"He also took me to the hospital and paid my bills and found me a new family."

I was literally frozen in fear. Bret slowly got me up and we went into my room. He walked me to my bed and I sat down. He sat next to me.

That's when I lost it. I quickly dug through a box under my bed and I pulled out a picture of me and my mom and dad when I was a little kid. I stormed out of my room as Bret ran after me.

"This man!?! This fucking piece of shit helped you? A cold hearted piece of shit!?!!?!" I said showing Cassie the picture hoping her memory was still fuzzy.

"....yes Scar that's him...." I froze for a second. I ran back to my room locking Bret out and everyone out. I pulled out my phone and flipped the picture over. When I was little I had the tendency to run off so they pinned this picture to me with my fathers phone number on it. I quickly typed the number in and it rang and rang and on the third ring he picked up.

"Hello?" It was him. That voice that haunted me and that abused me verbally over and over as physical abuse took part.

I dropped the phone as he continued to say hello. Then it went to dead air. Then he spoke again.

"Scar sweetie if that's you please talk to me...I'm sober now and have been for awhile once I realized how much of a monster I was......please.....I would have found you but when I got you out of that car I wasn't prepared to tell you everything. I helped your friend.....I'm sorry please talk....." I hung up as I slowly rocked myself back and forth as Bret and Cassie and Jace slammed and pounded on the door screaming my name.

I started crying as I rocked myself back and forth. Then my door opened and I looked and saw Bret. He came over to me and held me close to him as he rocked me back and forth. He was whispering in my ear that it was going to be OK yet again but I still couldn't believe him.

"Cassie told me when she regained her memory she contacted him and he has went to rehab and has been a year clean and he took anger management classes." He said and looked at me and kissed my temple.

"I love you and I will stand by you no matter what. I remember what he's like but I think you should go and see him. You don't have to but if you want to I will go will you and protect you."

I thought for a second as I cried silently and decided I needed to speak to him face to face. Tell him off for all the shit he did to me.

I nodded slowly and he wiped my tears and kissed me gently. I kissed him back and he leaned his forehead against mine.

"Nothing will ever hurt you again I promise." He held my hand and the pad of his thumb brushed over the back of my hand."

"I love you more than anything."

"I love you more." He smiled and got closer.

"I don't believe that."

"Better believe it baby."

He  smiled and kissed me again. He got up and I got up with him. We went back into the livingroom.

"Guys I want to meet my Dad again....."

Jace looked horrified and Cassie smiled but Crystal looked scared for me.

"Scar.....are you sure about this?"Crystal blurted.

" I am as long as Bret is with me." Cassie ran and hugged me.

I smiled slightly and Jace and Crystal looked to each other.  Jace shook his head and went to order pizza. Bret sat on the couch and I sat in his lap and he held me there and Cassie sat next to us and Crystal too. Shade was in his room and Tristan was raiding the cabinets.

This is my family even if my Dad doesn't work out. Bret just wants me to at least have one parent like him.

Me and Bret cuddled til the pizza arrived and we all jumped up and attacked the boxes like animals.

This all helped cheer us up and satisfied Tristan. Shade also came out of his room.

I then noticed Tristan was texting a lot.

"Tristan has a boyfriend!!!!!!!!" I screamed and eveyong went ooo like a bunch of 2nd graders.

He blushed badly and I jumped up.

"Sooooo who is he huh huh huh!?!?!"

"This guy I met at the hospital when you wrecked."

"I can't believe you! Hooking up while I almost died." I playfully slapped his arm and laughed.

"He doesn't know I like him."

"Oh well I can fix that gimme your phone bish!"

"Hell no!" He held it up outta my reach.

"Damn shortness!!!" He smiled and held it higher and I soon gave up and went back to Bret and pouted.

It started to get late in the evening and me and Bret made it to my room as we cuddled and made out some. I love this boy with all my heart. He's so perfect in my eyes.

I hope this meeting with my Dad goes OK.....

I can't talk to him though....I'm scared....

Me and Bret cuddled and I fell asleep in his arms.

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Oh shit!!!!!!!

How do you think it will go down!?!

I love you guys!!!!!

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