Love, Music, And Heartbreak.

Torn

*****Jace POV******

From Bret:

I pressed open and his message pasted across the screen.

Cody and Scar had Sex. You're close to her ask what's going on between them!!!

I sucked in a breath and Cassie looked at me worringly . I turned to Cody and Scar.

"Are you two dating??"

Scar looked to Cody and Cody looked to her.

********Scars POV******

Are we? I mean we've had sex a couple of times yes but are we dating? Why the hell does this have to be highschool shit all over again??

I waited for him to answer but he just looked into my eyes and smiled.

"Its up to her. She already has stolen my heart but have I done the same?" Cody replied.

"Shit." I murmured under my breath and he smiled down at me.

"Yes he's my boyfriend." I replied and he smiled big and kissed my lips lightly. I smiled and Cassie smiled. Jace unlocked his phone and texted someone and locked it .  It was most likely Bret. Whatever I don't care. I love Cody.

After we all finished eating we went back to the band house and Alyssa was there with Crystal discussing what has happened that she didn't know of like my accident and suicide attempts and the record label and everything.

Bret emerged from Shades room with Shade and JC. Great.

Cody held my hand tight. Bret saw us and looked upset. He walked up to us and my breath caught and I held Cody's hand tightier.

"Scarlet.....I'm sorry for what I did...everything... especially yesterday. I'm just nothing without you and I felt horrible and the sadness wouldn't go away from losing you...I'm sorry." He then pushed passed Cody and went out the door.

I let go of Cody's hand and ran into my room and locked myself in there. I wanted to gouge my ear drums out. Because everyone is saying to be with Bret when I love them both even though Bret did that stuff to me. Cassie came in and I told her to go away but she stayed anyway.

"What the hell do you want!!!!" I screamed and went to the balcony. She followed and stood next to me and rubbed my back gently.

"I know you are upset... Bret is a very nice and easy guy and Cody was there and made you feel alive I know....I went through this remember? Jace and Torey?"

Wait what'd she just say??? She remembers???!

"Whoa whoa you remember!?!!"

"That conversation between you and Bret just then made me remeber that time when I decided on Jace instead of Torey."

"Well we need to tell Jace!!!"

"Not right now alright I'm helping you right now because when I was upset over Torey you were there for me."

I went back into my room and sat on my bed and she sat next to me. We stayed in silence as she gathered up what to say.

"Look Bret and you have been through hell and back together but he really did not know about me. I do dress and look different don't I? Cody seems like your rebound yet he's really nice and sweet to you. You deserve what Cody and Bret give you....love and happiness."

I stayed silent remembering what happened between her and Torey. Torey was really nice and sweet and delicate as was Jace but Jace was better somehow. He always stood out.

I was thinking of who I should choose and then Bullet walks in and hops on the bed and snuggle my wrist that was covered in little white scars. I saw that I had a bracelet that Bret had gave me from the California airport.And below was one of Cody's bracelets I stole.

I knew who I was gonna choose right then and there. But I won't do it right away. decided to go to sleep and sleep in it to make sure and Cassie went out and told Cody I need time to think and Cassie told Jace about her remembering and he was overjoyed and kissed her and he asked her to be his girlfriend again and she accepted.

*****2weeks later******

I have not had interaction with hardly anyone since that night but I was gonna tell him tonight. That I choose him. Bret was at home and Cody was working at his new job as a studio DJ. I had been locked in my room writing lyrics forever. Tomorrow my band records the ep and will be released next week after its mixed and set.

The fan base has doubled because TRS talks nonstop about us and Bryan Stars is doing an interview with us soon when he gets on his own tour again.

I got up from my messy bed and went to take a shower. I wanted this to be a great day hopefully. Both Bret and Cody have texted me saying its OK and that they understand if I don't pick them and that they will always love me...... I cried that night of course.

I put on Dear Insanity by Asking Alexandria on and blasted it as I took my shower washing away all thoughts and memories. I shaved and everything because this had to be perfect.

I got out and dried myself off quickly and got my ripped up Iggy Pop shirt and some black legging with red rips. I put on red lipstick and did my eyeliner and mascara. I finally finished and opened my bedroom door exposing myself to everyone again.

It felt weird at first but then I saw Cassie and she smiled and got up to hug me. I told her who I picked since I know she'll keep her mouth shut unlike Jace or Crystal.

I grabbed me a cup of coffee and drank and it burned a little as it went down my throat. I saw whiskey OK on the counter and poured just a dash in my coffee. Trust me I'll need it just to get two words out.

Shade and Tristan sat at the table watching me. I then pulled the lyrics that I had written and set them on the table in front of Shade. He looked them over and smiled and him and Tristan went back to Shade's room to work on some strings.

I finished my coffee and hugged Cassie and she tucked something in my back pocket. A condomn really? XD I laughed and she walked me to my new motorcycle that insurance paid for.

She wished me good luck and I got on my bike and put my helmet on and cranked it up and I was on my way. On the way I couldn't get his face out of my mind. I arrived where he was and knocked on the door hesiatantly. He slowly opened up the door and he was shocked to see me.

It was my true love.......

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Who will she pick!!?!!!

Guys I'm soooooooooooooooooo sorry!!! I've been very busy! I got a new dog her name is Annie and she's a white chihuahua!!! I'm also in honors algebra which means homework everyday!!!!! ugh!! Anyway vote team Bret or Team Cody!!!!!!!

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